Wooooooooooooooow!

I am absolutely, 100% head over heels in love with............

EDWARD CULLEN

I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He's sooooooooooooo SEXY! I dont even remember much of the other peeepz faces cause I was way too busy looking into Edward Cullen's eyes. Its gone to the fact that I'm way way way confused about Zac Efron now.

THATS LOVE BITCH!

I'm going to watch it again-- this Saturday for Tina's birthday. I'm going to read the book also, and maybe even follow after the sequel!!!! I would cry and cry and cry if he died. He's so gorgeous!!!!!!!! EFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"You are my life now" OH FUCK, I MELTED.
And when he came out with his fucking SEXY SUNGLASSES!
I melt whenever i see his face.

Tshirts here I come.

What makes him even better is that he cares for Bella soooo much. And he's so askhdgkajsdgkasjdgjsagfakjewsgdj!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am in love. I AM IN LOVE! I CANT LOVE ANYMORE!

AND his perfect, chiseled, perfectly sculpted body. It's like a god. He is a god. I want him.. I WANT HIM!!!
<333333333333333333333333333333

Also, for reference, a picture of dear, beautiful Edward:

My hero!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love her sooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO SERIOUS



Yes, Halloween and Homecoming. Cute cute. Maybe later though.

But I love Emily Dawson soo freaken much, you don't even know. Shes so pretty and such a caring person!!

Song of the Week!

Knott's Sleep/HSM3 Movie Screening

Time: Approximentley 3:30- 4 a.m.
After Knott's:











Time: 3 -5:45 p.m.
HSM3 Movie Screening






MMMMmm.. I'm really tired.

<3

WORLD'S SECOND CUTEST BOY
<33333333333333333333333333

HSM3

As you may all know, I got movie screening tickets to High School Musical 3!
I skipped my field hockey game, which felt sooooo good. I felt so free! I left Spanish early to go home and leave to Downtown Disney. We waited in line for 3 hours, but it went by really quickly! :) I loved it. I LOVED THE MOVIE, HE TOOK OFF HIS SHIRT. And ohhhh myyyyy gosh... I melted to the floor. I love Zac Efron soo much!!

Field hockey season is ending soon and I must admit, I'm really glad!!! Then water polo is starting up very soon:r



I LOVE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL

THE REAL HSM3 TRAILER (RELEASED)

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Irony is when someone you least expect to care give you tickets to the movie of your dreams. I dont know but for now I can say I am the luckiest girl in town! Who knew that my father has some good hookups.



How did I get them?
Well, you can say that almost all asians own a video store. And apparently, my dad's friend owns one. I guess since their video store is legal, the Disney agents gave them 4 tickets the High School Musical 3 movie screening!


And let's hope he would look that sexy when I see him ;)

Ive dreamed of meeting Zac 4x's. My dreams are coming true :') Im so excited and I can't wait. I'm going to wear my t-shirt tomorrow with his face on it! Then when I see him, I'm going to get 3 pictures (just in case) and I'm going to kiss him on the cheek and possibly tell Ashely Tisdale that Quinn thinks shes hot. DONT EVEN ASK, HE WACK HE WACK.


Due to the movie screening event, I'm going to skip my field hockey game. I dont really mind.. it's versus Edison and I have a feeling we're going to lose anyway-- they're good. I just wish that Coach could be more understanding so I wouldn't have to lie to her. Its just that meeting Zac Efron is a huge deal to me and it's like a once in a lifetime opportunity and games are just 2 every week. I just need a really good excuse to save my ass. I really hope Annie and them won't rat me out. I have a feeling they will... I wish they were less selfish. And if coach says that I let the team down, I didn't really. They don't need me, I miss every post hit anyway with Cynthia's huge hits. AND I DONT EVEN START, so I can care less for letting the team down. I hate her and I wish I can quit, she's holding me back for so many things.

But I want to end this post on a good note and say that I need to poop cause i just finished eating a Grilled Talapia!! :) Whootwhoot! PIcs coming soon!!!

60$$$$$ then 22.80

first it was this red scrunchy mini dress @ windsor
& after tears and screams, we left to forever 21! :)


then.....



too bad they didn't have it online
I really hope no one gets it :(
Wwhhos knows!!
but now, i need to find the perfect heels, hair, jewlery, and clutch!

But my second major concern is my halloween costume!!!!!
WHERE ARE YOU WHITE POLKA DOTTED RED DRESS?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




D: D: D: D: D:

Whyyyy...!?!!!!

My skin is irritating me right now... its superpereprpeprpeprpper duepruepurpeurperr DRY... and my skin is peeling. It drinks up my lotion, so it doesnt work at all... Its like super dry peeling skin that wont go away!!!!!

I wish Mac makeover was cheaper. :( The makeover is free but the cosmetics are not.. 50$ WORTH?!!!!!!!!! Hello! no it isn't. Cost me more than my dress!!!


But its sooo nice.............
Eff ma life.

Geminis

I was really offended today. My teacher told me that I won't get in life because of my ditsy, cutesy attitude. He doesn't even know me-- what a judgemental mother fucker! I do have another side to me and I'm not only that. I wish I can show him that I'm not stupid, but I really don't need to prove anything to him. Cause he won't help me later in life, what can he do? He's just another fat belly teacher.

Listen to:

2 Thumbs up!!!

For you, buttcrack.

Im hesitant about going to homecoming. Not quite sure, I mean if i find a reallllllly cute dress then YES but if not then IDK. Honestly, if i did want to go, i'd want to have a DIFFERENT and cute dress and I want it to be unique!!

Field hockey tournament was the gayest shit ever. I hate her soooooo MUCH!!!!!!! I DIDNT EVEN PLAY A FULL GAME. FIRST of all, i came late cause of temple shit and she didnt let me play the first game. Then the next game she benched me, then the next and so on... THE REASON WHY WE LOSE IS BECAUSE OF HER I am sooo sick of her and I want to petition her out of HERE!!!!! IF I HADNT PAY, I WOULDVE QUIT ALREADY! I hate hatehaetahetaehatehaetahegtahetaehtaehgtaehateyheqt her with all of my heart.

ANyways.........
Dont mess with the Zohan is such a sexual movie!! I dont recommend watching it... so stupid.

My feet are sweating cause of the blanket but the air is cold. So it's COLD SWEATY FEET.

My fears are: pimples on the back, hairy armpits, no eyebrows, and scabs/scars.

Newport harbor is so rich. They have a whole sweat pant shit outfit. (Which is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE) It looks like you buy it from a FH store!!!!!!! AND they have v-necks that are like gray striped with some Newport FH design on it. ANd Marina have v-neck sweaters!!!!!!! SO CUTE!!! We're cheap and we suck.

I need to look for my costume... soon. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

I HATE

MY DAD SO MUCH.

DOESNT EVEN DESERVE TO BE CALLED DAD.

I FUCKING HATE YOU SO MUCH! PLEASE DIE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


THANK YOU FOR NOTHING

ive hated you since when I could talk. fuck you

ANd again

Soooo long...

Im beginning to almost love the sport of field hockey. Maybe not the practice!! BUT THE GAMES For sure!!!!!! The tournament is this Saturday! :-D super stoked. WTF I JUST LOST SOME HEARING! That ringing thing in my ears!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need to do homework. I procrastinate lotss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today was a good day, Chaminad's game was freggin awesome!! Hot but thats all goood.... IM SO EXCITED FOR ANOTHER GAME

blah...

today was an ok day. Until at the end of fh, then it got worse. But its all good.

I NEED TO SAY THIS!!!!!!!!!!!

WHATEVER YOU ARE, WHOEVER--

PLEASE DO NOT VOTE FOR MCCAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Very bad....
His vice president wants to drill in ALASKA for OIL. Thank you soooo much for you to even MENTION about the polar bears?!?! Yeah thanks a lot bitch. IF you want the extinction of polars, then go ahead and check the box. Its been bothering me for a couple of days now.... SO ANGRYYYY :( AND ALSO, if you havent seen her college picture on perez hilton.. YEAH. But on the other hand, McCain is a scumbag. SCREW YOU!!

I like politics.......
ANYWAY

OBAMA ALL THE WAY!!! (I cant wait to vote)

Oh yeah.. Im in AP World History and I think im going to stick with it. Even though theres an essay already.... I love school soooo far 8) I love my classes. Except 2nd Period. HONIG IS SO WACK

So early.....

I dont want to go to school tomorrow!!!!!!!! I wish it was the 1st day of summer again. I absolutley HATE homework. I HATE IT SO MUCH!! I hope i wont be so lazy this year. I was lucky freshman year, just flying by ever so smoothly. I will try to get straight A's this whole year. Ok! For a semester!

I NEED THIS CAR DAMMNIT

Time to sleep... @ 11:02?!??!?!??!

AGAIN

hahahhahahahha

OH MA GAT
2 TINAS????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! geeeeetttt outtt!

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hey look! my honeydew!!

Long story short:
Yesterday I ate at Soupplantation.
Left my retainers on the table and went home.
Father didnt drive back.
Called Soupplantation and asked about retainers.
Called Cousin to pick me up and go to Soupplantation.
Came in and talked to manager.
Dug through 2 trashbags with Manager and Kathy.
FOUND IT!!!!!!
So grosssss!!
Tanx Kathy! :-)

At 10:30 a-freaking-m my cousin walked into my house and came into my room and woke me up to go eat Dim Sum. WITH JUST HER. I asked her what the hell she was doing here many many times.. I was RUDELY WOKEN UP AND HAD TO GET READY IN 10 MIN. She told me she was craving it...

When we were eating, we HAD OUR PERSONAL WAITER! AHHAHAHHAHAHHA! I think he thought my cousin was pretty or something so he kept walking back and forth and my cousin told him to get everything. AHHAH OMAGAT

Then I was picked up from Ken's house and went to Old navy. I got 3 tops! :-)

Ive been NEEDING to sneeze for a long time. BUT I CANT! WHY????????????????

zebras

is it me or am i getting pushed away?

anywho......
im really sore..
so sore that i cannot even move.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=48565940

he changed his picture hehhehehheheh

i will meet you.
anyway, today i was really craving some in n out. And as i was eating it, i dropped a piece of lettuce into my sisters orange juice and walked away OH SO SMOOTHLY. She found it though, which was bummer =\

I finally removed my stitches!!!! i thought itd hurt more.. since my skin was growing over it. Im not supposed to be practicing on it but i dont CARE. Ok, i do but im figuring that when it reopened i put some of that antibiotic shit on the open part and it dried up and then part of my scab came off along with it!! :-( But my cut is finally getting smaller!!! Im so excited to do polo on thursday and friday! I reallly miss swimming! But i think im superrrr out of shape.

I still hate Pendergrass. I dont know why people think shes OK. CAUSE SHES NOT. SHES A butthole

Michael Phelps is the greatest person EVER! that article touched me :') I LOVE WHAT HE DID! And not ONLY because hes a really good swimmer.........!!!!! SOOOOOO AWESOME

if the apples stop growing, plant your own tree

when am i going to cut off my stitches....????


i miss kathy, tina and tammy :-(

and samantha.. HAHA

fat cheeks

Can you walk out the house without someone trying to talk to you?
hah! no, got paparazzi everywheeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrre

What was the last thing you did outside?
uh..honestly, i dont remember

How about inside?
go to my moms friends house

Have you argued with anyone today?
my mom, my sister

Do you know who Lisa Love is?
that prune woman on teen vogue

Are your nails done?
YES, only one hand though. i have sparkles :-)

Do you tie your shoes the bunny-loop way?
what teh shit is bunny loop.

Can you tell when something bad is gonna happen?
sometimes!!!!!! D:

Who is your best friend?
sam and tammy

Is he/she older than you?
THEYRE BOTH YOUNGER

What makes you get butterflies?
really rearelayrleyalryaelryelayrlaelaryrelayrlally cute boy.
seeing zac efron in a new movie!

Brand of eyeliner you use?
i use octopus's ink and smear it all over ma i

When you type do you keep your thumbs on the keyboard?
soemtimes...............

Do you have a fax machine?
nose

Would you rather have long or short hair?
sometimes, i dont have hair

Red, blue, or black pens?
i like red pens..... i dont know why

Is your cellphone fully charged?
PROBABLY NOT CAUSE I HAVE A BRICK AS MY PHONE THAT ALWAYS LOSES ITS BATTERIES

Silver or gold?
uh, depends?!?!??!? i like diamonds.. who doesnt?

What are you about to do?
eat

Are there any baby pictures of you in the room your in?
ugh, yes

Look around, what is the first orange object you see?
shirt

What kind of sunglasses do you have?
i have sunglasses that are like.. black

Do you tan or burn?
IM NOT EVEN TAN!! :( IM BROWN!!!!

Who was the last person to touch your butt?
HEH! ZAC... duh

Small or big dogs?
beek

Can you write with both hands?
nose!!!!! IM A RIGHT HANDER FORREAL

Are you a cheerleader?
oh hell yea















no....

Who was the last person you heard sing?
marian and cathy!!! AMERICAN IDOL!

Last people you did a 3-way call with?
oh sheetstttts!!!! long time ago. i dont remember

Ever buy anything from radioshack?
my dad did!

First person to text you this morning?
morning??? how about afternoon...........

Favorite alcoholic drink?
hydrogen peroxide.

Which one of your friends lives the closest?
uh... miriam shes my friend she lives across me.... o___o

What computer games are installed on your computer?
iono

Do you tend to wake up early or sleep in late?
depends if i want to sleep in. or if i want to wake up early... but earliest is 10 am for me...

Last person you took a picture with?
oh shets, i dont remember!!!! i think.................... my cut... and someone at sarahs house

What are your plans for today?
ITS 10:01 PM WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO!?!?!?!?! STRIP?

Where did you get your bra from?
hehehhehehe no bra! NO BRA!

How bout your underwear?
uh.. VICTORIAS.. oh so sexy!!

Do you have a laptop?
thats what im using nOW!

When someone talks about you, do you get upset?
haters make me famous
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH

Name a quote from the song your listening to:
ALL FOR ONE!!!! HSM2

If you're murdering someone, what song would you use before you do?
uhhhhh......... "sneakernight" by vanessa... i can kill with RHYTHM

Is it easy for you to talk about sex?
i dont know much... so probably

Do you smoke?
I SMOKE ALL DAY ERRDAY!

Do you drink?
i drink water a lot.

What's the 41th text in your inbox?
why am i checking............
cathy: just you?
YES JUST ME CATHY! you can have me alllll to yo'self

Someone knocks on your window at 2am, who do you want it to be?
uhh.... zac efron. BUT WHY WOULD HE? he sleeps right next to me...

does your profile song have any special meaning?
i dont have a lazy eye....

what song is stuck in your head?
nada

midnight, who were you texting?
to miley cyrus

what are you most worried about?
universities... :(

how different are you from three years ago?
i dont have hairy legs no mo


let a good friend/ex/bestfriend go this year?
nahhh i dsont think so!!!

when is the next time you will see the person you like?
tonight... heehhehehhehehehhehhehe

just kidding :-(

when was the last time you cried really badly?
i dont know, i dont remember

do you like your life at the moment?
at the moment? almost!

are you currently frustrated with someone?
nose!

do you have a friend that starts with the letter X?
i HAD a friend named xuan... in elementary school! SHES SO WEIRD!!!!

you want to get married?
im already married

is anything alive in your room?
no.......... D:

do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
:-( no..... ok.. KEN DOESNT COUNT

were any of your past relationships worth it?
never had one!!!

been in a hospital this year?
UGH YES, BAD EXPERIENCEE

according to your ex, are you pretty?
im HOTS, whatre talkin bout?

what's the last piercing you got?
IM TOO CHICKEN TO GET ANOTHER!

do you know if anyone likes you?
no...............

talk to your ex's?
I
DONT
HAVE
ONE
WHAT IF SOMEONE DIDNT HAVE ONE HEH? haters

have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a c?
I KISS EVERYONE

do you have trust issues?
kinda! :-X

do you currently have a hickey?
ew NO

is your dad a jerk?
YES

ever been to Alaska?
i wanna go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

honestly, what are you sick of?
homework....... school! AND SCHOOL HASNT EVEN STARTED YET

have you ever regretted letting someone go?
no

who is the last to sleep in your bed ?
zac ;-)

how long does it take for you to take get ready?
10-40 minutes.... depends!

in the past week have you gotten your hair cut?
NO I HATE GETTING HAIRCUTS! THEY ALWAYS MESS UP MA HURR

who's bed did you sleep in last?
uh........... whoever i slept over at lasT?

has someone disappointed you recently?
yeeeeeeeee... kinda

do you believe exs can really ever be "just friends"?
I DONT KNOW

how long is your hair?
iono

do you still turn to your parents for advice?
no

ever have surgery?
no!!!!!!!!!!! but i have gotten sutured. SO I PARTLY............ ok.... fine.

are your eyes the same color as your mom's or dad's?
iono i hope so. WHAT IF IM ADOPTED, ive always though that i was adoopted until i was in 5th grade...

been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
always!!!!!! staying up l8....

are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
no :-( i always moved schools in kindergarden!!!

do you want to see someone this very minute?
probably! I WANT TO SEE ZAC.

has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you and meant it?
ZAC HAS

last thing to piss you off?
my sister

do you like the person you are becoming?
what am i becoming??

people can be werewolves..... LIKE REALLY A WEREWOLF

name something you have to do tomorrow?
water polo then field hockey

ehhh

maribel just calllled...................................
i reaelllllllllyylylyyly dont want to go.
I KNOW WHATS GONNA HAPPEN! i feel it in ma guts.
im getting my stitches removed tomorrow!!!!!! :) i am so da excite

i am happy too dalena!



















FOR YOUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
show mehh

wrong one!!!!!!!!!!!

my love

CHEETAH GRLS FOR LIFE!

only if you were gay....

wooooooow

you cute little freckled face monster!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope i see him at school lotssssssssss!!!
fball practices right next to fh, soo a slight chance!!

AND NO ITS NOT ADAMS YOU DIGUSTING FATTIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Imagine that cut but in a straight line, PERFECTLY explains how it was. im getting the picture soon! im so excited!!! thank you cathy for taking a picture.... AHHA! im taking the stitches off soon. i think. its going to be painful. I have a really bad feeling about this. I think its going to re-open somehow. Im being pressured into going into the water in water polo. Playing field hockey. AND swimming. I HATE YOU STITCHES! screwed me OVER! I CANT EAT LOBSTER, CLAM, PRAWNS, CRAWFISH, OR SHRIMP. YOU SHELLFISHES CAN SUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 by the way, that picture is really cool.

I DIED

HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

hes my hero :')

why is it so great?!??!?!?!?!!?

this wont GO ON FOR LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

school is starting soon! im really doing the excite for it, but i REALLY HATE HOMEWORK. i hate homework soooo much. i want to pay an asian kid to do my homework. but that will conclude me with me not learning anything whatsoever.

registrating the freshies and seniors was fun today! i like et

im going to register the juniors and freshmen manana!





and sex offenders.


THEN ON WED. SOPHOMORES!!!!! :-) i miss my classes!!
i miss marian!!!! she has the american idol game on the ps2! HAHAHHAHHAAHAH
i miss KATHY, i miss you kathy!
florida was good. but its so much to explain. i'll just do it bit by bit
i got a lot of clothes. kinda. i think. i mean the most ive ever bought in one sitting! or walking. standing.

my stitches got worse i think. its opening up!!!!! i ran 2 miles. I RAN INVOLUNTARILY. WHY?!?!?!? CAUSE I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO CATCH UP WITH THE GIRLS THAT ARE PRACTICING IN FH! I DONT WANT TO BE DEMOTED! hell NAHS. i want to play on the A team!!!!!

I LOVE THE OLYMPICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love you..

OH MAN! I HAVE SOME INTERESTING THINGS ABOUT YAH and the boy who carried me into the car. IF YOU KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT. i think youd be able to guess it.
it was so interesting. me and cathy kept asking questions and got even more answers.

wooooooooowwwwwwwww.. i never knew girls our age would do this ALREADY

video of DA MONTH

his hand motions make me blush!!!!! :-)

For you: Kimberely and tina!!!!

To show you my apprectiation and LOVE to you, I present you....



You can always see it in person!!





FYI I TOOK THEM WITH MEH WEBCAM!!!! so its shitty. but thats ok

i know you just want to lick them

eart qwae

my sister was home alone when the earthquake occured. I was in the car with my mom getting back from the ortho. I did NOT feel anything at all, but my mom said that she felt a bit drowsy because the car was swaying back and forth.....

When we got home, we heard my sister crying. I just started laughing cause i thought she was lying. AND i thought it was funny. AHHAHAHAHHAHHA so funny.. then i turned on the tv and went to channel 7. And i guess there WAS an earthquake.... 5.8 i believe??? I WISH I FELT IT! mother.......


HAHAHHA! HES SO FUNNY!!!! Hes looks like the person who still lives at home with his MOMMA!!

stilll.... i wish i felt it. damn ortho had to be at 11:00

I G0TS IT

I forgot i had a webcam,.,.,.,.,,.,.,.. i can webcam NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! but can you webcam on a laptop?? ill see TODAY

w0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0oOoOOo0O0O)o0o0O00o0O0O00o0O0O0O0o0o00ot!

armpits

i hate crutches.. i have bruises and burns from them. i think someone should invent something soft and comfertable crutches.

or maybe i can just get a wheelchair.......

i miss being in the pool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO MACH>A>><<<<<<,.,,..

i really want to watch that one movie from like 2 years ago.

Rumor Has It

ANyone know that movie?! I NEED TO RENT IT. Jennifer Aniston stars in that movie.
TELL MEH

probably the most embarrassing people in the world... just look at cathy. AND JEN!!!


3 stooges!!!!!!!


hes shyyyyyyyyyyy...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


@ Target waiting for Lucille's


marble slab has the best ice cream ever............. no joke


just wanted to embarrass malia!!!!!!!


OH yeah! so then erika has a room now.. HAHAHHAHAHAH AND ALL SHE HAS RIGHT NOW IS A BED AND TV. LITERALLY! AHHAHAAHHAHAHHAHAHA SO FUNNY! I LOVE IT.


i miss them already! :-(

sweet

i never knew people commented me on my blog! cool.

SO i was reading... wait. he might be reading this.

uh so....
omesay ixtysay ldoay uygay ommentedcay emay ndaay oodgay logbay!

reepcay!!!! i evernay newkay eoplepay hattay i ontday nowkay ancay eadray histay..............................

if you dont understand .. well sucks for you

i wILL NOT SAY WHAT THIS LANGUAGE IS CAUSE IF YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS YOU CAN LOOK IT UP AND YOU WILL KNOW. so HAH. suckers.

OH! so today was the first full day of my sticthes. i went to the beach with cathy and got this kickass shirt. SOOOOOOO COOL. i also saw this motorcross thingy! WHICH WAS FREAKEN AWESOME cause they did some crazy shizz. then when i was walking down on the stairs at the beach, i was holding up a bunch of people and i was like, "suckuhs" and then some dude saw me struggling up and he asked if i needed help. so sad. i feel like a cripple.

i limp. but i got crutches today! yaya! tanx baby gurl dalena. i luffs you so much!
i dont know how to use it. its so difficult. i have to go to field hockey practice on monday. shizzles. then hell week for polo is gonna be on august 18. YEZ, i get to skip it.

its all good..................... kinda

tagged........

TAG

Directions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("you're it") and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.

1) yesterday was my first time at the hospital

2) i got 7 stitches yesterday...

3)I HATE NEEDLES!!! WHY CANT THEY JUST PUT THE MEDICINE IN JUICE OR SOMETHING?!??!?

4) I LOVE ZAC EFRON............................... IM SERIOUS


5) i really dont like doing this.... but i like it. cause im really bored.

6) i want to go on man vs wild... HEHEHHEh i would just like a tent with a heater and a/c, food, a bed, lamp, protection stuff...... i just want to explore.

7) i shower everyday..... even if i have a fever. even if i have stitches and im not supposed to wet it. even if i fell asleep, i wake up in the middle of the night to shower.


8) my little sister is so mean. shes SO MEAN............



9) i have 55 posters of zac, many more to come!!!!!! i also have a pillow. and a necklace (thanks to NANCY!) and a shirt. im trying to persuade my mom to get me the blanket.........

10)i cant sleep when there are things that arent supposed to be on the bed. like little like food crumbs, magazines, paper, clothes... etc.

11) people think im cambodian or like half mexican.

12) i hate folding clothes, i hate walking, i hate washing the dishes, i hate brushing my teeth, i hate cleaning, i hate charging my phone, i hate charging my laptop, i hate uploading songs into my ipod, i hate liquid medicines, i hate getting pimples, i hate writing, i hate homework, i hate tests, I HATE NEEDLES, i hate mr wilson... he can go shrivel up in a corner..., i hate math, i hate deciding, i hate salad, i hate organizing, i hate being so lazy, i hate staying at home for a whole day, i hate staying in one place, and i hate sleeping wrong


13) ive noticed only asians do this...


14) i love cute boys..... why school... WHY??!

15) i always have chapped lips caure i always lose my chapstick.

16) im super cool, but you all already know that!

lucky number 7

today was a good day! gave doody the presents. it was an engraved beer pimp cup and a pocket knife. said cute stuff! :) doody almost cried, he teared up. Erika and I had to skip 40 minutes of practice to go to the mall to pick up the gifts from Things to Remember. It costed $100! but it was worth every penny. He paid more than $250 at Lucilles, so we cant complain!! But i was sooo happy! He actually wanted to give us a hug!!!! I couldnt be any happier. Then we played Sharks and Minnows then SCRIMMAGE! I love to scrimmage.

Then the day ended at Sarah's house! DDAMAN, her CASA IS COOL! She has an elevator. 'nuff said. Then we watched a video of her Quince in Bolivia, it was SO EXTRAVAGANT. It was on 5 different tv channels, radio and it was even on the magazine!! Its the best known quince EVER! It shouldve been on My Sweet Sixteen!!! IT WAS SOOOOOOOOO COOOOOL. Aint exaggerating!!!!!!!! We watched The Eye and part of JUmper. The eye was very interesting, jumper had hayden christiansen. HES SOOOOO GORGEOUS!!!!!!!!!!

Went into the pool................................
cut my knee open. 3 inch cut. Was a hole.
The edge of the pool hit my knee and it hug into my skin, cutting into my tissue and exposing my flesh. Didnt hurt as i thought it would hurt. I think little cuts hurt more.... I was just shaking. Panicking. But i cried cause I was scared that my dad wont let me go anywhere. Just another dumb mother fucking excuse so I wont go outside of the fucking house. DUMB MOTHER FUCKER. ANyways...... called my mom. At first she was like.. "Let me finish my salad" and i was like screaming and panicking cause i was so frustrated. I knew i had to go to the hospital... QUICK. The cut was reallllll deep. As usual, my mom wasnt able to find Sarah's house, so I was carried into SArahs mom's car by this really cute white boy. :-) It made me feel MUCH BETTER!!!!!! Then Erika and Cathy went into the car with me. Along with that CUTIE. I told him he smelled good. AHHAHAHHA. Went to 711 and he carried me to my mom's car. End of story.

My mom went back to my house and CHANGED. WTFUX and then went to the hospital. Then she went the wrong way. So it was another 30 minutes of bleeding. Went straight into the ER..... THEN WAITED. There were so many people staring at me! So i stared at them and they looked away. I caught this one asian man staring at me for quite a while, so i asked him, "Do you need something?". Then he just turned away. DUMB ASIAN. I hope you... get fat. I waited for a good 20 minutes. Luckily, i didnt have to wait as long cause I guess the other patients problems werent as severe as mine. I was the 3rd one called in.

But while waiting in that room, i saw some wack ass stuff. I saw like 3 people that got into fights. It was baddd.. a lot of bleeding. Then asian people... o____o Yeah. After waiting, I was called in and she rolled me towards my bed. Yes, i was on the wheelchair. I felt cool!!!! I waited for another 30 minutes in my room with mi Mama. Anticipating the stitches. I wept. I am extremely terrified of needles. I dont LIKE THEM. I HATE THEM. I had to get a Tetanus shot. I shook like crazy and that practice nurse was telling me to calm down. I CANT! I dont work well with needles. No matter how hard i try. When i was younger, people used to strap me down. So that explains why I hate needles. I waited for another good 45 minutes then the suturing woman. I kinda knew what was going to happen cause I was eavesdropping into the room next to mine. It was a Stitchin Haven. Everyone around me was getting stitches. Except for that old man screaming that he need to take a piss....

Next Step: Suturing.
She gave me I DONT KNOW how many shots into my wound. I know that she put in like 3 or 4 shots INSIDE of the cut. Then idk around my wound. They told me that they needed a lot cause it needed to be numb for the stitching. After the 4th shot, I started to become numb. It worked fast!!! Then i figured that she was stitching me up because i heard the tube drop onto the tray. I was just laying there watching Man vs. Wild. My mom was amazed how he can survive through it... yeah.. I dont care!! TOld me i had 7 stitches done on my leg. It wasnt that bad!! It felt like the Novocain they inject onto your gums when at the dentists. But a little worse.. It hurt at first, but it started to become numb. Then all went well! :)

I kept staring at my stitch. I stared at it for like 10 minutes. Then she had to bandage it up. It looks sooooooo sweet. LOOKS FAKE.


Mine kind of looks like that but my stitch is longer in width and fatter. Mine is just worse. Its really sad. But i feel so cool right now!

I FEEL LIKE IRONMAN.

THAT was my day.......

I'll upload my cut soon.....
BE PREPARED!!!!!!!!!!!

water polo > field hockey

TODAY COULDNT BE ANYMORE PERFECT. I loveddddddddddd today.
Really lame game though. I HATE YOU ASIAN MAN WITH BLUE REFLECTED SUNGLASSES WESTERN REF BOY!!!!!! I HATE YOU AND YOUR ERRRRTHANG! YOure stupid and BIASED and YOUR SHIRT IS TOO SMALL FOR YOU!!!!!!!

niggggaH shet.....

I hate western.

WE played katella yesterday... varsity. Lost by 2. 6-8
JV game.. lost by 6?!?!??! WHat da fizzle!!!!!!!!!
Iono, but that caffine from the Carmel Frap really worked me up. HAHAHAHA
He didnt go....... I KNEW IT. oh well, i forgot just until i saw his myspace. Kinda lame. CARES!! this day was the best!!!!!!!!!

WE ate at Lucille's BBQ Restaurant! MmMMmMmMmmMmMmm, YUMS Yums food! but EXPENSIVE!!!! We ordered the family pack which was $199.99
o_____o it was A LOT OF FOOD, i almost exploded. Damn, good food.
Cathy stole bbq sauce.... SO EMBARASSING!!!! But the day.... made up not going to Teen Vogue fashion show!

But then Tina and Kathy are giving me stuff!!!! :'-) I love you guys!!!! Tanx baby girlzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzasssssssssssss....!!!!! They saw Ryan Sheckler... D: Lucky.. Oh well. AHHAHAHAHA But seriously.. today.... AGH!

Im losing my voice.

WoooooooOOOoooooooOoooO!!!! No FH tomorrow!!!!!!!!! YEs, YES YesyYEysyeYESy SO HAPPY.

So tomorrow, we're gonna go around to find Doody stuff. Cause he deserves a gift!!! <3 LOVEEEEEEEEE HIM! But not as much as rogers! :( But still.. FUn!!!



Im too lazy to put pics in. Cathy will do it

beaT!!!

I am so tired. Im TIRED OUT OF MAH MINDDDD!
tomorrow, i have Water polo -> Field Hockey -> Water polo VARSITY game. :-(
NO PRESSURE RIGHT!??!?!?

Hmm...
Highlight of the week.
But i cannot say.. since this isnt PRIVATE ANYMORE. GEESH

But maybe i'll tell you if you ask me! :-)

i love life. its pretty sweet right now
ONE THING MISSING.

CUTE BOYS AT SCHOOL

'nuff said.

NO LIFE

Everyone and their mother have plans on Saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL SUMMER IVE BEEN AT WATER POLO, WATER POLO GAME. Now... its WATER POLO AND FIELD HOCKEY. BACK TO BACK. How am i going to live my life?!?!?! Maybe i should take a break!! i really dont know what to do tomorrow. I NEED PLANS!!

I think im starting to hate Saturdays now. i think. I cant hang out with Samantha cause i have her phone... HAAHAHHAHAHHA. Kathy's oging to her aunts. TINA'S GOING WITH HER DAMN BOYFRIEND

xitst he tina (11:56:42 PM): every saturday
xitst he tina (11:56:46 PM): is tina and b

what the sheeeeeeeeet!!!!!

I wish tammy was here!!!! ID HANG WITH HER. I MISS YOU TAMMY!!!! You'd better be finished with the tour video.

Hey, guess what.


TAMMY 08

Aww you cute korean monster!!!! HAHAAHHAHHAHAH

I need plans. PLEASE HELP ME.

Oh shit! i still need to shower! WHenever I hear the phrase, "Oh shit" I always hear Amalias voice in my head. This is telling me that I'm at water polo wayyyyy too much. HEARING AMALIAS VOICE IN MY HEAD. And you knwo what!??! I think I'm turing deaf.... very slowly. My ears seem plugged. NOT PLUGS. PLUGGED

ANd i'm dark.

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i forgot what movie that was called!!! the one with the cheerleaders that rob a bank. and the girl getting preggggerssssss... it was really entertaining. It even pulled me away from AIM!!! CRAZY SHIZ.

I just got my retainers today... and its REALLY uncomfertable. I hate it. The pink, transperant part of the retainers are like hard little plastic pieces in my mouth, preventing my tongue to go back to its normal position. It aches my mouth! SO MUCH... OH! WHen i went into ortho's, i saw this girl that looked as a very typical asian girl with flats, tank top, cardigan, and shiz and she was staring at me... who knew what she was thinking. She looked familiar. Like someone that I know knows her. YOU KNW!?!?!?!? She looked like either a middle schooler, or a LQ girl. OR an FV girl...

I have a cap tan! :-( OHHH!!!!!!! Which reminds me-- I want a flower cap. The ones you see on TV where they do aerobics shiz in the pool. I LOVE THOSE! I WANT ONE AND I KNOW WHERE THEY SELL IT.



Ive been wondering who has won the "Shot at Love".... RIght when i turned to 62, guess what!?!?!? The reunion! AHHAHAH AND THEN IT went to the part where she had to choose... She chose the girl. WTF. ANd Bo's sad. HEs HEARTBROKEN! :-( sucks..

Highlight of my Day

RANDOM IM
x kowala x (10:08:11 PM): dude
x kowala x (10:08:13 PM): my dumbass aunt
x kowala x (10:08:15 PM): took my bed aawy
x kowala x (10:08:17 PM): she literally
x kowala x (10:08:19 PM): took my bed away
ANAIDNEYUGN (10:08:19 PM): AHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH
ANAIDNEYUGN (10:08:21 PM): HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAAHHAH
x kowala x (10:08:23 PM): and dragged it
ANAIDNEYUGN (10:08:25 PM): HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAH
x kowala x (10:08:25 PM): to my uncles room

that is some SAD SHIZZ

I can just imagine some middle aged woman dragging a bed to a room and seeing christine sitting on the coach and spazzing out..

then she started remixing "No Air" to "No Bed"

Stay tuned for the song. :-)

Oh but today was fun

We swam 2,200 yards, including warm-up, did iron-man... THE WHOLE SHIZ..., passing drills, and then scrimmaged. I was really tired though. but it was fun. cause when i was swimming the thing.. we messed around... HAHAHHAHHAHAH. Then me and erika were hanging out with amalia and eddie for a while cause they were gonna go to the boys jv game. we went to 711 and gots some food and then sat on the bus stop waiting for evryone else to walk back from Tacos mi Pueblo. Then i sneezed all over Kayley's fries. AHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA. No one knew. except kyle.

Then me and erika went to the soccer tourn. to chill with sandy, melanie, and jelly. and sandy's bro. he coo. We were playing soccer for a while, then me and erika stole Marina's soccer ball cause they left it there. WE NAMED IT DERICK. NIce combintaion, eh? Fo sho.

AHHH!H!!! Today was a good day!!!!!!! I loved it. I got mochi balls. Whoo whoo. I cut ma jeanz to shorts. AND CHRISTINE MADE HER SONG. AND MARIAN'S EXPOSED OLD SN.

MrN TrN 5: mine was
MrN TrN 5: lilaznlover753

WHAT THE FIZZLE!!?!? HAHAAHHAHAHHAH.............................. you creep. MINE WASNT EVEN THAT BAD.

Or was it.
Hm. who knows.

x kowala x (10:54:35 PM): dude
x kowala x (10:54:35 PM): my
x kowala x (10:54:36 PM): aunt
x kowala x (10:54:36 PM): took
x kowala x (10:54:39 PM): my blankets and pillow
x kowala x (10:54:39 PM): OMG

AHHAAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

nuff said

In case you didn't hear.....

"I love you Diana"

THATS RIGHTTTTT................

Same same...

Every Fourth of July, I'd expect it to be the same as the other damn years. We dont do ANYTHING. Maybe its cause i dont like spending time with my dad or something but I DO NOT ENJOY IT. I'd rather go to work with my mom and spend 6 hours with her annoying, obnoxious employees. I wonder if my mom is social at all at work. She doesnt seem very... but then again. SHE DOES! Like at her "parties" she seemed happy. :-) Yay! Yes, i went to some Fourth of July "party" and it was really............. ____________. Some nasty ass asian dude with highlights, chunky ripped jeans, and a paint splattered black shirt with glasses pulled up his shirt-- probably cause he was hot... NOT HAWT... HOT-- and exposed his disgusting huge BELLY. I like to say belly for fat tummies cause it kinda emphasizes the fat tummy? DOESNT IT!?!? I mean, stomach-- it just says stomach. But belly-- doesnt it remind you of something big? A BIG BELLY?!?!??!! EXACTLY. But my 4th of July wasnt as bad as the other years.

Afternoon- I went to go eat at Spires.... with my dad and sister. My SISTER CHOSE SPIRES! WTFWTFTWTFTFTWFTWFT!!!! WHY WOULD YOU CHOOSES SPIRES?!?! OUT OF ALL THE OTHER RESTAURANTS IN THE FUCKING WORLD. Gosh, you dumbass.. you.
It was really awkward. I never have anything to say to my dad. I dont like him. I DO NOT. Seriously.
After, my dad drove to Sam Ash and spent 109.45$ on music shit. AND HE DOESNT WANT TO PAY FOR MY SPORTS??!!!??!?!!! WHAT. THE. FUCK. YOu SELFISH BITCH. AJGDJAD!!!! He was bitching and screaming at my mom cause she letted me do my sports again for sophomore year.. and he goes to buy 2 items for 109$?!?!? ok..............

Evening- Attended a Fourth of July "party". Sat there and played with that drawing shit for about a good 3 hours.. while drinking water. Everyone said that I'm tall now!!! :-D YayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyY!!!!!!!!! And they kept saying that I'm black. Then they also made fun of my sister cause she's so girly. With her halter top, pulled back hair, and a purse. Fuck yeah she's girly.

Night- Went to go watch Wall-E at Bella Terra! :-) It was a reallllllly cute movie. But I expected it to be better. But i was satisfied! My mom didnt enjoy the movie though... HAHAHHAHAH HOW SAD. But my sister and I did.

And that was pretty much it... i didnt watch any fireworks. NOTHING...

But i was supposed to go to Jackie's block party (WHITE GIRL) but my dad didnt let me go........

Then my second option if I didnt want to go to jackie's party was to go to the beach with Phuong, Christine, and Marian... but if I cant go to Jackie's.. how can i go to the beach to watch fireworks. PLus, I wanted to spend my Fourth of July with Mom. Cause i know i'd feel guilty afterwards. BUt i heard that the beach was fun... :-(

What an interesting day................

I want to go to a dermatogolist..

juss cuz

Kimberely made me feel like blogging. you homo...
uuumm.... Today was a JV game. We didnt win. we didnt even care if we won or not. HAHAHHAHHAHA SO FUNNY. Doody was just laughing and messing around today.

Rugby bbq............
Fellowes speech was first. On the verge
Rogers speech after. I was pourinnn AWn!!!! :-( Im soooo sad. I'm sorry but thats probably the only thing that will make me sad in a while.
I was such in a bad mood duirng the polo game. So i just dumped all of my anger and sadness on the Western players. HAHAHHAHA. i felt really bad afterwards cause i was being pretty rude to them. Especially that set girl... But then again, it's water polo. You cant really do much about it. But it really helped me!!! Yay....... I really to want to help Rogers pack at his house. I really want to see him RIGHT before he leaves.

BRB ABDC BITCH

I just forgot ALL of the things i was going to say before. cause of abdc... HAHAHHAHAHHAH

OH SHIT. WHO JUST DID THAT DANCE!?!??!?! UGGHHHHHHHH.... uhhh.... OH YEAH. SUper crew! THEY SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dude... that was ooo crazy. They danced to "We Fly High" by Jim Jones. And shit. that was bomb. AND BooGEY BOTS! WHAT THE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRAZY! They had some song called "Game Over" by Lil Flip and they did all this robotic shit and games, SO SICK. I saw Jabba Wockeez in the corner rooting for Super Crew. But i heard that they are rivals?!!?!??!? Iono.. but they had Super Screw T-shirts on.

SECRET: I kinda have a little crush on Phil Tayag...... I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY! HES CUTE. I'm embarrassed. Just a litttle.. HAHAHA

BUT THE TEAM IM ROOTING FOR IS A.S.I.I.D.!!!!!!! Whoo theM! WHOO THEM! and i like super crew too. :-) They are the bombdizzles.

"I really can't do that guys"
YOU PUSSY. SUCK IT UP AND BE A MAN BITCH. Stupid Fanny Pak guy. They werent as good as the other 2 dances. It was ok. But NOT AS GOOD. But good. Pretty cool. I d k. But I think that blonde girl is pretty hot. SHES HOT. Not pretty hot.

SHANE SPARKS, YOU PERVERT. YOU ALWAYS LIKE IT WHEN THEY GET "ALL SEXY UP FOR YOU". You stupid horn dog. Go get a girlfriend.

whoa... Supreme Soul was cool........ It was sooo smooth! I LIKED IT AND SHIT. it was neat and precise and smooooth!! I LIKED IT!!!!

I apologize for blogging about ABDC. But oh well!!!!

I hate Xtreme Dance Force. You girly fucks. WHO THE HELL GETS FACIALS AND DO THEIR HAIR FOR A DANCE SHOW?!?!?!? AND THEYRE GUYS! Looking good wont effect you. You're all ugly anyway. Especially that guy with the hair. Oh gosh.

LUVS ASIID

PEASE OUT

Clip of the month

Okay... so i forgot last month. NO ONE NOTICED ANYWAY! GOSH



DUDE. WHAT. THE. FUCK.
AMERICAS BEST DANCE CREW STARTED 15 MINUTES AGO AND I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE.
WHAT THE FUCK!!?!??!?!?!??!??!

shit...

Ohh... stop cussing. stop.

the fizzle..........

I think that music video is the most AWKWARD shit ever. Especially the close up when she "oOOooOoOOoOo"'s.....

I know that that song is about Nick Jonas. I just know it. I guess their relationship was pretty damn serious. It seems serious. Lucky her. NIck is sooo cute.

But still.... that was so awkward. But its really fun to sing along with!!!!!!!!!

Plus +1
Minus -4

lady irish!!!

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!
I took my braces off! Yes, time to look more mature...! And no more hassle! Wooooooooooo! And my smiles WILL ACTUALLY BE SMILES! Man, i'm so glad they're off.. No more anticipation. ANd i took it off on the first day of July! AHHAHAHHAHAHAHA! Was supposed to wait a little longer into the month. BUT WHY? My teeth were all ready straight. But i still think I have an overbite. I mean, it's not PERFECT. AND MY MOM PAID $2,000. But i get free bleach. Whoo whoo.

On the other hand, we had a varsity game against KENNEDY HS TODAY. Seriously... what. the. fuck. That game was supposed to be the biggest game of Summer Polo. BUT NO! It was today! So i guess Savannah is going to be the last game. Let's just hope their varsity isnt good... So far, we've lost every varsity game and ALMOST every JV. We won ONE jv game. Against La Habra. I did a lot of steals that day. Made myself proud. Doody says I need to work on my passing. I think i have a strong enough arm. BUT I CANNOT AIM FOR SHIT. I CANT AIM! ITS SO SAD. And plus, I was rushed AND under pressure. DUde, we need practice on passing under pressure. SERIOUS. I hope the next game, I get to shoot. I want to show Doody thar I CAN PLAY! I CAN PLAY! Just around him, i cant. I play so bad when hes there. I played better last year. But i know i can improve. I want to sooooo bad!!! IM NOT STARTER! And he puts SARAH AND NIKKI before me. WHAT THE FIZZLE. Seriously!!!!! How am i worse than them!??!? I like starting better. Whne i start, I somehow play wayyyyy better than when im on the benches. Idk, maybe that adrenaline right before the game-- when Erika sprints for the ball and then I swim my heart out down.
BUT, today I was complimented on my defense. I was guarding set. I LOVE GUARDING SET! THEY NEVER GET THE BALL! HEHHEHEHHEHEH!!!!!! Its so fun..... I'm a way better defense player than offense. But I CANNOT PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -_____- I'm starting to love water polo sooo much now. WOW, I cant even begin to say. I reallllly like it now. LIKE REALLY! Even though I'm not as good as I want to be...

SO ONE DAY! i told tina to add this one guy that I found on Tammy's crush's myspace, Luis. As I was browsing around his friends list, I stumbled upon this guy named MIKEY! ANd BOY, is he CUTE! I LOVE HIM! hes exactly my type. Hes soooooooo cute. AND HE PLAYS THE DRUMS! HES IN A BAND! Hands down, biggest TURNON EVERRRRRR!


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UGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! SO WONDERFUL.

I'm going to stalk him now... IM going to ADD HIM

was gonna

I was supposed to blog yesterday... but i forgot. I was supposed to blog the other day too.. but i forgot. so ill do it now. Make it simple and sweet. I was supposed to go to Jelly's Quincenera today!!! But i didnt. Cause my dad didnt want me to go. He was yelling at me. I think he's just jealous that I go out more than he does. Sounds stupid. But its true.

So i went to the beach today instead. I had a really good time though, except that fact that i had a HUGE BLACK HOLE on my back. Damn suit..... Anyways! i saw sooo many white, cute, hot guys there!! =( I wish I dressed up more. While in the water surfing, I was just floating around cause i got really tired. and there it was!!! RIPTIDE. We were alllll caught in it. But i didnt really care cause I know how to get back to shore! But meanwhile, the lifeguard was swimming over.
I was screaming, "NO!!!! I dont need any help! I CAN SWIM. I CAN SWIM. NO HELP! NOOOO." Then he came to "my rescue" anyway.
Then he was like, "What you guys don't know is that you guys are caught in a riptide."
UM, HELLO!!!! I KNEW THAT A LONG ASS TIME AGO!!! IT WAS A RIPTIDE 30 DAMN MINUTES AGO! AND YOU TELL US NOW!?!? Faggot. After Ken and I got back to shore, we went back into water. Into the deep. And guess what?? I saw that damn lifeguard again. But i guess he knew that we can save ourselves and we knew what we're doing, so he swam towards that mexican dude that didn't have a board or any flotation device.
And he was like, "i dont need it. its cool."
ANd the lifeguard being the total ass he was, "GRAB THIS....GRAB THIS NOW."
And the mexican did as he was told. He was then pulled to shore, like me.. -____- But that cool... i guess. Damn lifeguard. The beach was really crowded though. AND I met 3 gay guys! :D One gay dude was a producer! He helped produce the movie Ironman! Pretty sick. And yeah... after, I ate spicy chicken bbq and some hawt dawgs!! yayyy.. Then me and Ken play Velcrow Ball thing. And OH! Some girls walked passed us and Ken was trying to be all cool and throw hard. BUT HE AIMED AT A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PLACE AND I FELL DOWN LAUGHING! HAHAHHAHAHA. WHAT A DUMBASS. OMFG. Highlight of my day. I went in the water with my bikini. And its much more comfertable than with a tank top or anything. I was trying to tan out my back....

After my mama came and paid $10 for parking!! She sat there for a good 15 minutes and left.. Such a waste of money! I felt so bad. Then we went to watch Get Smart and that movie is funny! I liked it! SO FUNNY! JEEEEZ. And my day ends here. Watching The Kardashians and blogging shit up. Im so dark now! AND OMG I SAW THAT HSM3 POSTER BOARD! AAG!G!HGAHGAHGQHGH!GAG! WHen i saw ZAC'S FACE, my heart just melted. Literally. OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. IM SO EXCITED! I CANNOT WAIT!! I CANNOT WAIT! And Camp Rock wasnt as good as HSM or HSM2!!!! YESSSS... and didnt have high ratings! YESSSSSSSSSSS. WOOT. my plan worked. I rule.

But you know... that Music Video: Burnin' Up by Jonas Brothers... Damn. HOT-TEAS. Especially Nick. LOVE YOU BABY

AND WHAT THE?!?!??!?! SELENA GOMEZ???????? Are they dating?? Are they seeing eachother?? SHE TOTALLY REPLACED MILEY CYRUS!! HHAHAHA. Damn bitch! Theyre the same age as me!!! =( I wish I knew them. But i got to say.. Shes a cute one. I'd tap that... if i was a guy. And this song is probably the best song they have so far. I really like it. REALLY REALLY LIKE IT. NICK LOOKS SO DAMN CUTE! I FUCKING LOVE YOU! MARRY ME. Actually. Zac can do that. You can be my eye-candy. TEHEHEH! PLAYA PLAYA.

nothing else

mr rogers is leaving..... i dont know what the fuck i'm going to do. to make matters worse, if he gets the job then he'll leave in two weeks. i cried-- at home. with him leaving, everythings going to change. and i liked the way things were. i dont want him to leave. hes like a father to me. i love him more than i love my dad.

cathy nikki and dalena want to join with fullerton. their our rivals. but i like them. their coach is pretty chill. but we're not oging to be close. its not going to be like family anymore. ITS NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME!

the reason why i loved rugby so much was because of the sport AND the closeness we have with everyone! oh my fucking. this really sucks. im going to miss it so badly. i wont be able to bear the fact that we all are seperating. but at least i spent a good 3 years of rugby with him. nice to know. might as well do it until it ends, right?? rugby is still going to be fun. but its just there. FRIENDS. no family. no bonding. i wont love them the same way i loved the old team. we grew as a team.... family. we went through so much together. we learned from eachother. and what nikki said to us at the banquet.

"Girls,


Our season has finally come to an end and with that said, I want to thank you all for giving me the chance to experience something as great as this. This team started at the very bottom, building up from nothing, and look where we've ended up… victorious. I want to thank you all for showing me what family is outside of family. We've sacrificed so much to be at the top. From the hour long practices, burmas, conditioning, long car rides, and etc… We've shown our dedication to the game. I know I've been somewhat impatient most of the time, but that's because I knew we were the best team out there and when we weren't performing like it, it frustrated me. There was, however, a good outcome to all of the drama…We've broken each other down to rebuild as one… one unit, one force, one family.


Most of you, I haven't really had the chance to become close to, but I know if we were given a little more time, it would've happened. All you girls have such strong personalities… it's amazing how we all click so well. So to conclude, I want to thank you all for the laughs, the memories, and most importantly the friendship.


No matter where our lives take us, you guys will always be a major part of me. You will always have that special place in my heart.


Lastly, I want to thank you guys for believing in me. I love you all."

-Nikki

DITTTO

i found it off cathys BLOGGG. the song "I'm not over" by Carolina Liar really applies to this situation. so perfect! im not over rugby yet! its just beginning to start. i feel that im going to be a very pissy person once this ends. all i have is field hockey and water polo. what the fuck is that going to do? HELP ME? no... its just a team. my passion for rugby is way different. its my main sport. if i could, i would make my life revolve around rugby. its my life. THINGS ARE NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME. no, my LIFE WONT BE THE SAME! this is not normal. i remember, once in the car with only cathy and i, he was saying that he'll never leave the rugby team. and how he cant do that because he cant let go of us. i guess that didnt apply to his dream career. what else would motivate me to play so hard, and with such heart.. without OUR coach being there? i dont want to know what the other girls are thinking. either if they are not at all.. or they are taking it way too hard. like me. this hit me like a freaken nuclear bomb. i cannot tolerate this. i want to find him a job here! HIS DREAM JOB in CALIFORNIA. perfect. but who knows?? there might be an opening. there might not be. chances are, there aren't. Now all of my plans for next year.. is gone. my great great great planS!

This team, this sport has made SUCH a huge impact in my heart. And i am so glad I joined because I'd be so lost without it. I love rugby

this sucks........... so bad.







UNDEFEATED SEASON

Part 1


Part 2


Vs. Santa Monica


Vs. Cantwell


Im gonna watch the videos, cause im a sad sad sad bitch. EHHEHEHE....

REMENINCE

i love going back and reading old bulletins, messages, comments, blogs. It just shows how much we've change oer a period of time. and shit.. ive changed. i was pretty embarrassing before. But now, I'm not!

NOW! Now sucks. I dont like it now. I miss being close to Jaynee and Tammy and Tina. =( So sad. so sad. ttooo BAD

Now i'm getting too caught up in sports. Only having time with my teammates. No social life whatsoever. My summer is consisted of Water polo, rugby, and field hockey. And what about summer school? Mother EFFINGJHASGDHADJA


prettttty embarrassing.


even more..

accept change BISH

so Ive cut my hair. And I trimmed it to PERFECTION. Cause bitch cant cut hair for JACK SHIT. but I think i'm beginning to like it. Cause i dont need to condition.... hehhee. Dude, so far. I hate summer. Bonfire was quite pleasant, yesterday? ehh... i played a shit load of games. TODAY?!! IM SPENIND HALF OF MY DAY ON THE COMPUTER. Until 1, i leave. I hope. my fucking dad lags cause hes such a GIRL. and im not kidding. who the hell takes 40-50 minute showers?! NOT GUYS!

TInas aunt's friends thought she was 10. HAHAHHAHHA. What a horrible guess! People think Im 12! NOT 10!
xitst he tina (12:01:55 PM): and im wearing my poodle pjs
who the hell wears poodle pjs now-a-days?
you are a disgrace, tina

you know that song by Brett Michaels? "Go That Far"? It's pretty badass..


nothings on tv right now............ D: im going to watch HSM2.. again

everything's over!

water polo's been over.
rugby's over. :'(
school's over.
but field hockey is just beginning.
I think im excited! Super excited. others may be dreading it, but if youre dreading it... then why join? I mean, you don't like it, right??

but you know what I'm dreading? Seeing Doody @ polo practice. I know i'm going to die. he makes the most psychotic, tiring, and deathly work outs on EARTH!!!
i looove polo! but I do not like DOODY'S workouts. Just doody's. And Kaley's swimming crap. But doody's even worse. But i looove the drills! and GAMES. ESPECIALLY THE GAMES.

Rugby's different. I love that sport ALL AROUND. I love practice and ESPECIALLY THE GAME. Ohhh my gawwwwsh. i love the banquet. the camps. the tournaments. the National 7's games. I love every little thing about it! But i hate thinking about it ending. This year was soo different. I havent even missed a single practice because i enjoyed it sooo much. I'm going to miss it soo much. without a week of rugby, I died. I felt sooo bad for not going to rugby. I couldnt enjoy anything else because it was bugging me soo bad. I hope the BEST BEST BEST BEST for next year. U19's and U16's here I come!

Me @ Seven's Rugby w/ a creepy/strong Somoan baby


HAHAHHAHAHAHA!! yes...


After we beat Fullerton!!!! <33333


Yeah.. im going to miss rugby. But for next year, I'm sooo nervous. What are we going to do without Nikki? How and who are we going to recruit for next year? What the hell are we going to DO? D: noo....