Sunday, June 22, 2008

was gonna

I was supposed to blog yesterday... but i forgot. I was supposed to blog the other day too.. but i forgot. so ill do it now. Make it simple and sweet. I was supposed to go to Jelly's Quincenera today!!! But i didnt. Cause my dad didnt want me to go. He was yelling at me. I think he's just jealous that I go out more than he does. Sounds stupid. But its true.

So i went to the beach today instead. I had a really good time though, except that fact that i had a HUGE BLACK HOLE on my back. Damn suit..... Anyways! i saw sooo many white, cute, hot guys there!! =( I wish I dressed up more. While in the water surfing, I was just floating around cause i got really tired. and there it was!!! RIPTIDE. We were alllll caught in it. But i didnt really care cause I know how to get back to shore! But meanwhile, the lifeguard was swimming over.
I was screaming, "NO!!!! I dont need any help! I CAN SWIM. I CAN SWIM. NO HELP! NOOOO." Then he came to "my rescue" anyway.
Then he was like, "What you guys don't know is that you guys are caught in a riptide."
UM, HELLO!!!! I KNEW THAT A LONG ASS TIME AGO!!! IT WAS A RIPTIDE 30 DAMN MINUTES AGO! AND YOU TELL US NOW!?!? Faggot. After Ken and I got back to shore, we went back into water. Into the deep. And guess what?? I saw that damn lifeguard again. But i guess he knew that we can save ourselves and we knew what we're doing, so he swam towards that mexican dude that didn't have a board or any flotation device.
And he was like, "i dont need it. its cool."
ANd the lifeguard being the total ass he was, "GRAB THIS....GRAB THIS NOW."
And the mexican did as he was told. He was then pulled to shore, like me.. -____- But that cool... i guess. Damn lifeguard. The beach was really crowded though. AND I met 3 gay guys! :D One gay dude was a producer! He helped produce the movie Ironman! Pretty sick. And yeah... after, I ate spicy chicken bbq and some hawt dawgs!! yayyy.. Then me and Ken play Velcrow Ball thing. And OH! Some girls walked passed us and Ken was trying to be all cool and throw hard. BUT HE AIMED AT A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PLACE AND I FELL DOWN LAUGHING! HAHAHHAHAHA. WHAT A DUMBASS. OMFG. Highlight of my day. I went in the water with my bikini. And its much more comfertable than with a tank top or anything. I was trying to tan out my back....

After my mama came and paid $10 for parking!! She sat there for a good 15 minutes and left.. Such a waste of money! I felt so bad. Then we went to watch Get Smart and that movie is funny! I liked it! SO FUNNY! JEEEEZ. And my day ends here. Watching The Kardashians and blogging shit up. Im so dark now! AND OMG I SAW THAT HSM3 POSTER BOARD! AAG!G!HGAHGAHGQHGH!GAG! WHen i saw ZAC'S FACE, my heart just melted. Literally. OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. IM SO EXCITED! I CANNOT WAIT!! I CANNOT WAIT! And Camp Rock wasnt as good as HSM or HSM2!!!! YESSSS... and didnt have high ratings! YESSSSSSSSSSS. WOOT. my plan worked. I rule.

But you know... that Music Video: Burnin' Up by Jonas Brothers... Damn. HOT-TEAS. Especially Nick. LOVE YOU BABY

AND WHAT THE?!?!??!?! SELENA GOMEZ???????? Are they dating?? Are they seeing eachother?? SHE TOTALLY REPLACED MILEY CYRUS!! HHAHAHA. Damn bitch! Theyre the same age as me!!! =( I wish I knew them. But i got to say.. Shes a cute one. I'd tap that... if i was a guy. And this song is probably the best song they have so far. I really like it. REALLY REALLY LIKE IT. NICK LOOKS SO DAMN CUTE! I FUCKING LOVE YOU! MARRY ME. Actually. Zac can do that. You can be my eye-candy. TEHEHEH! PLAYA PLAYA.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

nothing else

mr rogers is leaving..... i dont know what the fuck i'm going to do. to make matters worse, if he gets the job then he'll leave in two weeks. i cried-- at home. with him leaving, everythings going to change. and i liked the way things were. i dont want him to leave. hes like a father to me. i love him more than i love my dad.

cathy nikki and dalena want to join with fullerton. their our rivals. but i like them. their coach is pretty chill. but we're not oging to be close. its not going to be like family anymore. ITS NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME!

the reason why i loved rugby so much was because of the sport AND the closeness we have with everyone! oh my fucking. this really sucks. im going to miss it so badly. i wont be able to bear the fact that we all are seperating. but at least i spent a good 3 years of rugby with him. nice to know. might as well do it until it ends, right?? rugby is still going to be fun. but its just there. FRIENDS. no family. no bonding. i wont love them the same way i loved the old team. we grew as a team.... family. we went through so much together. we learned from eachother. and what nikki said to us at the banquet.

"Girls,


Our season has finally come to an end and with that said, I want to thank you all for giving me the chance to experience something as great as this. This team started at the very bottom, building up from nothing, and look where we've ended up… victorious. I want to thank you all for showing me what family is outside of family. We've sacrificed so much to be at the top. From the hour long practices, burmas, conditioning, long car rides, and etc… We've shown our dedication to the game. I know I've been somewhat impatient most of the time, but that's because I knew we were the best team out there and when we weren't performing like it, it frustrated me. There was, however, a good outcome to all of the drama…We've broken each other down to rebuild as one… one unit, one force, one family.


Most of you, I haven't really had the chance to become close to, but I know if we were given a little more time, it would've happened. All you girls have such strong personalities… it's amazing how we all click so well. So to conclude, I want to thank you all for the laughs, the memories, and most importantly the friendship.


No matter where our lives take us, you guys will always be a major part of me. You will always have that special place in my heart.


Lastly, I want to thank you guys for believing in me. I love you all."

-Nikki

DITTTO

i found it off cathys BLOGGG. the song "I'm not over" by Carolina Liar really applies to this situation. so perfect! im not over rugby yet! its just beginning to start. i feel that im going to be a very pissy person once this ends. all i have is field hockey and water polo. what the fuck is that going to do? HELP ME? no... its just a team. my passion for rugby is way different. its my main sport. if i could, i would make my life revolve around rugby. its my life. THINGS ARE NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME. no, my LIFE WONT BE THE SAME! this is not normal. i remember, once in the car with only cathy and i, he was saying that he'll never leave the rugby team. and how he cant do that because he cant let go of us. i guess that didnt apply to his dream career. what else would motivate me to play so hard, and with such heart.. without OUR coach being there? i dont want to know what the other girls are thinking. either if they are not at all.. or they are taking it way too hard. like me. this hit me like a freaken nuclear bomb. i cannot tolerate this. i want to find him a job here! HIS DREAM JOB in CALIFORNIA. perfect. but who knows?? there might be an opening. there might not be. chances are, there aren't. Now all of my plans for next year.. is gone. my great great great planS!

This team, this sport has made SUCH a huge impact in my heart. And i am so glad I joined because I'd be so lost without it. I love rugby

this sucks........... so bad.







UNDEFEATED SEASON

Part 1


Part 2


Vs. Santa Monica


Vs. Cantwell


Im gonna watch the videos, cause im a sad sad sad bitch. EHHEHEHE....

Monday, June 16, 2008

REMENINCE

i love going back and reading old bulletins, messages, comments, blogs. It just shows how much we've change oer a period of time. and shit.. ive changed. i was pretty embarrassing before. But now, I'm not!

NOW! Now sucks. I dont like it now. I miss being close to Jaynee and Tammy and Tina. =( So sad. so sad. ttooo BAD

Now i'm getting too caught up in sports. Only having time with my teammates. No social life whatsoever. My summer is consisted of Water polo, rugby, and field hockey. And what about summer school? Mother EFFINGJHASGDHADJA


prettttty embarrassing.


even more..

Saturday, June 14, 2008

accept change BISH

so Ive cut my hair. And I trimmed it to PERFECTION. Cause bitch cant cut hair for JACK SHIT. but I think i'm beginning to like it. Cause i dont need to condition.... hehhee. Dude, so far. I hate summer. Bonfire was quite pleasant, yesterday? ehh... i played a shit load of games. TODAY?!! IM SPENIND HALF OF MY DAY ON THE COMPUTER. Until 1, i leave. I hope. my fucking dad lags cause hes such a GIRL. and im not kidding. who the hell takes 40-50 minute showers?! NOT GUYS!

TInas aunt's friends thought she was 10. HAHAHHAHHA. What a horrible guess! People think Im 12! NOT 10!
xitst he tina (12:01:55 PM): and im wearing my poodle pjs
who the hell wears poodle pjs now-a-days?
you are a disgrace, tina

you know that song by Brett Michaels? "Go That Far"? It's pretty badass..


nothings on tv right now............ D: im going to watch HSM2.. again

Friday, June 13, 2008

everything's over!

water polo's been over.
rugby's over. :'(
school's over.
but field hockey is just beginning.
I think im excited! Super excited. others may be dreading it, but if youre dreading it... then why join? I mean, you don't like it, right??

but you know what I'm dreading? Seeing Doody @ polo practice. I know i'm going to die. he makes the most psychotic, tiring, and deathly work outs on EARTH!!!
i looove polo! but I do not like DOODY'S workouts. Just doody's. And Kaley's swimming crap. But doody's even worse. But i looove the drills! and GAMES. ESPECIALLY THE GAMES.

Rugby's different. I love that sport ALL AROUND. I love practice and ESPECIALLY THE GAME. Ohhh my gawwwwsh. i love the banquet. the camps. the tournaments. the National 7's games. I love every little thing about it! But i hate thinking about it ending. This year was soo different. I havent even missed a single practice because i enjoyed it sooo much. I'm going to miss it soo much. without a week of rugby, I died. I felt sooo bad for not going to rugby. I couldnt enjoy anything else because it was bugging me soo bad. I hope the BEST BEST BEST BEST for next year. U19's and U16's here I come!

Me @ Seven's Rugby w/ a creepy/strong Somoan baby
D:

HAHAHHAHAHAHA!! yes...
worm

After we beat Fullerton!!!! <33333
YEYYSYYEYSYYEYYSYEES

Yeah.. im going to miss rugby. But for next year, I'm sooo nervous. What are we going to do without Nikki? How and who are we going to recruit for next year? What the hell are we going to DO? D: noo....

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

none

Ive stopped doing blogs cause Im getting wayyyy to lazy for it. So I heard Summer shakedown was cool.... but I dont regret going. I dont like getting all sweaty and tired!!! I feel yucky! So then... i cut my hair and it looks like shit! AND BEFORE IT WAS EVEN WORSE. Imagine, layered kinda choppy, and thin on the bottom. I think my hair got a LOT thinner. and I dont do DA THIN.
It kinda LOOKED like this:
K, nevermind! HAHAH i was searching up hair.. and i stumbled upon this
http://www.flickr.com/photos/9315394@N02/2422339601/
OH MY GOODNESS.........................

I need to get into Algebra for summer school! SERIOUSLY!Y!Y!Y!Y!Y OMFG.
then i need to study for finals... oH the STRESS.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Yesterday was my birthday! I planned to go boogey boarding but then stupid cousin went to dermatologist and came back at like 5:45.. But we went to Costco and got pizza, then we walked to BIg LOts and played Narnia. Very sad. But it was fun! Then I got a Roxy bag, wallet, and an American Rag jacket that was on clearance!! :D So happpy.

I dont plan on going to Summer Shakedown. Doesn't seem so appetizing to me. And there are going to be drugs and stuff there too, and I dont like to be in that scene. Drugs. Ew.. and I dont want to see my cousin, or Kellen, or anyone Enter away message text here.else that I know. Cause its awkward. Christine just told me N-effect is pretty cool! He does college parties and crap at UCSB. Mother!!!!!! Now I want to go. I like good Djs. UGHHHH! Oh well, think about the boogey boarding... and the beach..... and the pizzas.....! I need to get a rubber band on my braces before the banquet. seriously dude. Itd be so embarrassing to go without one! ITS SO NOTICABLE!! I do da excited to see K! Whoever's reading this. Some may know.

Uhhhh brb cause I want to eat

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Fish Tacos

One of my rubberbands on my bracket fell off.... now It looks like I'm missing a tooth. So gay!! Oh well, thats fine.. i guess. Even though tomorrow's my birthday. I have a fugly tooth!

Good News!
I'm getting my braces off next month! :D Yayyy... I'm kinda excited. But I'm wondering, will your teeth move when you don't wear retainers for a week? Cause my doctor said that I would get my retainers a week after.... I think it's kinda weird. But i know NUTHIN about braces, so yeah.

I ate Fish Tacos today!!!!!!!!!! They now raised their price to $1.25. FREAKING GAY. It used to be only a dollar. Mudda bitch. Anthony is very abusive. Scares the shit outta me! HAHAHHAH. But I ate 3 Fish Tacos, churros, and a bowl of Mexican Rice. Hellzzzzyeah. TEHEHHEHEHEHE! I'm pretty excited for my new skimboard. IF I DO get it... -_______- Oh well, I dont care if my hopes are high for this one. :D

I'm getting Unlimited texting soon! I'm so excited! I will be able to get MORE pictures and MORE blackmail. KAKAKKA! IM SO FUNNY! Well, I'm going boogey-boarding tomorrow. I need to find my wetsuit. D: AGHHHHHHH

ELIZAFAT

Monday, June 2, 2008

Screen Shopping...

I HATE MONDAYS! I hate mondays because we have to see every damn teacher. I hate mondays because I have to walk around school a lot. And I especially hate mondays cause I never have a ride home!! MUDDA FACKERS.

Yesterday.... I ate another Chicken Rice thing from $1.99. So depressing... I'm so addicted to it! At least I'll become fatter in fewer days. I'm so desperate that I'm WILLING to drink Ensure on a daily bases. TO GET FATTER. So then, me and Marian had a talk about drugs and alcohol. Teheheheheh! FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO THINK I WILL DRINK TIL I GET DRUNK....!! I will not. I DONT wannnnnnaaaa!! D: And if I did get drunk, I'll go crazy. So nahhhssss.

WHAT THE FIZZLE!!!!!!!!!!! Ok, while I was getting my Lucky Charms cereal (Shut up Christine, they're yummy!), there was a huge, zippy, black fly flying around me. So I got bugged and I took my handy dandy, yellow fly swatter and wacked the shit out of it! BUT after I wacked the shit out of it.. it disappeared. So as I'm typing now, I see that damn invinsible fly FLYING AROUND AGAIN. MOTHER....... I hate flys as much as I hate walking. I think I'm going to go chase it down and murder it right now. BRB

Since Wednesday's my birthday! I was just looking at stuff as usual.. but looking more into it because MAYBE.. MAYBE.. MAYBE I will use my Tet money and go buy some shizzzzz.. But i will never purchase anything from Urban Outfitters. I just reallllly like their clothes! SO Q... SERIOUS.


Sadly, I cannot choose which. CUZ I LIKE ALLL OF THEM! Arent they beautiful?? Oh and dude... Those moccasins at Target that we saw on Truc's birthday.. THEY ARE SO CUUTEEE SHIZZ.

http://www.target.com/gp/detail.html/ref=sc_qi_detail/601-2532131-0019314?ie=UTF8&frombrowse=&asin=B000XQDRHO
I LOVE IT! I've always wanted moccasins.
But you know what I love even MORE???? Gladiators.. Ever since I saw it at HSS. Mother effing rich-ass mother effers. LOOK

http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp;jsessionid=EB914FD93289630C954A050ADE0B24CB.app11-node7?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&id=14214423&parentid=W_SHOES_SANDALS&sortProperties=+product.marketingPriority,-product.startDate&navCount=161&navAction=poppushpush&color=

Yes... it is expensive. But that's the whole purpose of only WANTING IT and WINDOW SHOPPING. But not necessarily a window... a screen. But those are Q.

I LAAVEEEEEEE....
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp;jsessionid=E7E805AB1E912435EF4F350E71B75D1A.app11-node7?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&id=14371397&parentid=W_SHOES_SANDALS&sortProperties=+product.marketingPriority,-product.startDate&navCount=203&navAction=poppushpush&color=
ITS SO PRETTY.

WHAT THE FACK. THERES ANOTHER FLY...................................
MOTHER FUCKER.

yessss. i killed it. DONT MESS WITH ME MOTHER FLY. I'm getting so pro at killing flies. I should get paid for it.

You know.. I have this thing for cardigans. Ive been wearing cardigans for a while now. They're warm, but not too warm. They're cool, but not too cool. NA MEAN????

http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp;jsessionid=349E7E8A1374BC215C4B1549AEA51868.app11-node7?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&id=14671663&parentid=W_APP_SWEATERS&sortProperties=+product.marketingPriority,-product.startDate&navCount=301&navAction=poppushpush&color=

I like that

http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp;jsessionid=349E7E8A1374BC215C4B1549AEA51868.app11-node7?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&id=14739296&parentid=W_APP_SWEATERS&sortProperties=+product.marketingPriority,-product.startDate&navCount=301&navAction=poppushpush&color

ANd that!<3

But you know what I've REALLY WANTED the whole entire year?
......
Boardshorts AND swim suits. The short kinds, not the boyish ones. But I don't mind them!
http://shop.pacsun.com/girls/suits/Localizados-Triangle-Top/index.pro
And I LOVE TEAL. And the Jamaican Theme to it!!!!! And its bottom is even more sweet,
http://shop.pacsun.com/girls/suits/Localizados-Side-Tie-Bottom/index.pro
Tehehee..
http://shop.pacsun.com/girls/shorts/Apple-Boardshort/index.pro
THOSE... ARE WHAT IVE BEEN WANTING...........
http://shop.pacsun.com/girls/shorts/Banzai-Short/index.pro
Ok, even if those aren't boardshorts! They're still so cute. But you know what will be cute? Tie dyed bikini tops and bottoms... I like tye dye. But tye dyed swim suits? HELLLLZZZ YEAH.
Im going to look for them at Urban right now. Cause I have a feeling they might have it!

MOTHER EFF!!!!!!!!! I thought wrong... but you get the picture right???? I LAKE IT.
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp;jsessionid=FECE36FFEC0F55C4047352F6886A5EE1.app11-node7?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&id=14634943&parentid=W_APP_SWIMWEAR_BIKINI&sortProperties=&navCount=196&navAction=poppushpushpush&color=
Kind of... ish...

OH MAN! Guess what happened yesterday... AS you all MAY know.. I went to Bella Terra to go stalk Tina Le and her boyfriend. But their dumbasses got kicked out for getting caught sneaking. So we all watched a movie instead. BUT OUT OF ALL THE MOVIES IN THE UNIVERSE,,,, we decided to go watch the Strangers! And wow, that movie sucked old hairy major balls. That movie is the shittiest movie on earth. Mother... Before we watched the Strangers, we were sitting out in the theater lobbey, and I was scamming the room for any of the HSM3 Cast pop out, but i see NONE! Then Mary from rugby goes to the movies on Sunday.... and SHE SEES THE FUCKING AD! I WAS SOOO ANGRY AND SAD AT THE SAME TIME! I MEAN.... WHAT. THE. FUCK. DOES THE WORLD HATE ME?!?!??!?!??!? GAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH! IM ANGRY THINKING ABOUT IT NOW! I HATE THIS.....
zAC IS SO HOT
MOTHER EFFING HAKJDHGAJDHJ! Im going to ask the theater if I can buy the cardboard thing from them.......

I'm so nervous for the Science, Math, English, and Spanish finals. I'm so scared for my life. I'm so freaken stupid for screwing up Freshman year..... I'll try way harder Sophomore year.

Right now.... I'm waiting for my cousin to come to pick me up. I am bored out of my mind. Shit SHIT SHIT SHIT! I HAVE EXTRA CREDIT DUE FOR SPANISH! MOTHER EFFING FUGDING CAKES. IMa bounce.... cause I need to do that.... hehhh.

WAIT... BLACK MAIL! I <3 LYNN