Every Fourth of July, I'd expect it to be the same as the other damn years. We dont do ANYTHING. Maybe its cause i dont like spending time with my dad or something but I DO NOT ENJOY IT. I'd rather go to work with my mom and spend 6 hours with her annoying, obnoxious employees. I wonder if my mom is social at all at work. She doesnt seem very... but then again. SHE DOES! Like at her "parties" she seemed happy. :-) Yay! Yes, i went to some Fourth of July "party" and it was really............. ____________. Some nasty ass asian dude with highlights, chunky ripped jeans, and a paint splattered black shirt with glasses pulled up his shirt-- probably cause he was hot... NOT HAWT... HOT-- and exposed his disgusting huge BELLY. I like to say belly for fat tummies cause it kinda emphasizes the fat tummy? DOESNT IT!?!? I mean, stomach-- it just says stomach. But belly-- doesnt it remind you of something big? A BIG BELLY?!?!??!! EXACTLY. But my 4th of July wasnt as bad as the other years.
Afternoon- I went to go eat at Spires.... with my dad and sister. My SISTER CHOSE SPIRES! WTFWTFTWTFTFTWFTWFT!!!! WHY WOULD YOU CHOOSES SPIRES?!?! OUT OF ALL THE OTHER RESTAURANTS IN THE FUCKING WORLD. Gosh, you dumbass.. you.
It was really awkward. I never have anything to say to my dad. I dont like him. I DO NOT. Seriously.
After, my dad drove to Sam Ash and spent 109.45$ on music shit. AND HE DOESNT WANT TO PAY FOR MY SPORTS??!!!??!?!!! WHAT. THE. FUCK. YOu SELFISH BITCH. AJGDJAD!!!! He was bitching and screaming at my mom cause she letted me do my sports again for sophomore year.. and he goes to buy 2 items for 109$?!?!? ok..............
Evening- Attended a Fourth of July "party". Sat there and played with that drawing shit for about a good 3 hours.. while drinking water. Everyone said that I'm tall now!!! :-D YayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyY!!!!!!!!! And they kept saying that I'm black. Then they also made fun of my sister cause she's so girly. With her halter top, pulled back hair, and a purse. Fuck yeah she's girly.
Night- Went to go watch Wall-E at Bella Terra! :-) It was a reallllllly cute movie. But I expected it to be better. But i was satisfied! My mom didnt enjoy the movie though... HAHAHHAHAH HOW SAD. But my sister and I did.
And that was pretty much it... i didnt watch any fireworks. NOTHING...
But i was supposed to go to Jackie's block party (WHITE GIRL) but my dad didnt let me go........
Then my second option if I didnt want to go to jackie's party was to go to the beach with Phuong, Christine, and Marian... but if I cant go to Jackie's.. how can i go to the beach to watch fireworks. PLus, I wanted to spend my Fourth of July with Mom. Cause i know i'd feel guilty afterwards. BUt i heard that the beach was fun... :-(
What an interesting day................
I want to go to a dermatogolist..
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Thursday, July 3, 2008
juss cuz
Kimberely made me feel like blogging. you homo...
uuumm.... Today was a JV game. We didnt win. we didnt even care if we won or not. HAHAHHAHHAHA SO FUNNY. Doody was just laughing and messing around today.
Rugby bbq............
Fellowes speech was first. On the verge
Rogers speech after. I was pourinnn AWn!!!! :-( Im soooo sad. I'm sorry but thats probably the only thing that will make me sad in a while.
I was such in a bad mood duirng the polo game. So i just dumped all of my anger and sadness on the Western players. HAHAHHAHA. i felt really bad afterwards cause i was being pretty rude to them. Especially that set girl... But then again, it's water polo. You cant really do much about it. But it really helped me!!! Yay....... I really to want to help Rogers pack at his house. I really want to see him RIGHT before he leaves.
BRB ABDC BITCH
I just forgot ALL of the things i was going to say before. cause of abdc... HAHAHHAHAHHAH
OH SHIT. WHO JUST DID THAT DANCE!?!??!?! UGGHHHHHHHH.... uhhh.... OH YEAH. SUper crew! THEY SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dude... that was ooo crazy. They danced to "We Fly High" by Jim Jones. And shit. that was bomb. AND BooGEY BOTS! WHAT THE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRAZY! They had some song called "Game Over" by Lil Flip and they did all this robotic shit and games, SO SICK. I saw Jabba Wockeez in the corner rooting for Super Crew. But i heard that they are rivals?!!?!??!? Iono.. but they had Super Screw T-shirts on.
SECRET: I kinda have a little crush on Phil Tayag...... I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY! HES CUTE. I'm embarrassed. Just a litttle.. HAHAHA
BUT THE TEAM IM ROOTING FOR IS A.S.I.I.D.!!!!!!! Whoo theM! WHOO THEM! and i like super crew too. :-) They are the bombdizzles.
"I really can't do that guys"
YOU PUSSY. SUCK IT UP AND BE A MAN BITCH. Stupid Fanny Pak guy. They werent as good as the other 2 dances. It was ok. But NOT AS GOOD. But good. Pretty cool. I d k. But I think that blonde girl is pretty hot. SHES HOT. Not pretty hot.
SHANE SPARKS, YOU PERVERT. YOU ALWAYS LIKE IT WHEN THEY GET "ALL SEXY UP FOR YOU". You stupid horn dog. Go get a girlfriend.
whoa... Supreme Soul was cool........ It was sooo smooth! I LIKED IT AND SHIT. it was neat and precise and smooooth!! I LIKED IT!!!!
I apologize for blogging about ABDC. But oh well!!!!
I hate Xtreme Dance Force. You girly fucks. WHO THE HELL GETS FACIALS AND DO THEIR HAIR FOR A DANCE SHOW?!?!?!? AND THEYRE GUYS! Looking good wont effect you. You're all ugly anyway. Especially that guy with the hair. Oh gosh.
LUVS ASIID
PEASE OUT
uuumm.... Today was a JV game. We didnt win. we didnt even care if we won or not. HAHAHHAHHAHA SO FUNNY. Doody was just laughing and messing around today.
Rugby bbq............
Fellowes speech was first. On the verge
Rogers speech after. I was pourinnn AWn!!!! :-( Im soooo sad. I'm sorry but thats probably the only thing that will make me sad in a while.
I was such in a bad mood duirng the polo game. So i just dumped all of my anger and sadness on the Western players. HAHAHHAHA. i felt really bad afterwards cause i was being pretty rude to them. Especially that set girl... But then again, it's water polo. You cant really do much about it. But it really helped me!!! Yay....... I really to want to help Rogers pack at his house. I really want to see him RIGHT before he leaves.
BRB ABDC BITCH
I just forgot ALL of the things i was going to say before. cause of abdc... HAHAHHAHAHHAH
OH SHIT. WHO JUST DID THAT DANCE!?!??!?! UGGHHHHHHHH.... uhhh.... OH YEAH. SUper crew! THEY SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dude... that was ooo crazy. They danced to "We Fly High" by Jim Jones. And shit. that was bomb. AND BooGEY BOTS! WHAT THE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRAZY! They had some song called "Game Over" by Lil Flip and they did all this robotic shit and games, SO SICK. I saw Jabba Wockeez in the corner rooting for Super Crew. But i heard that they are rivals?!!?!??!? Iono.. but they had Super Screw T-shirts on.
SECRET: I kinda have a little crush on Phil Tayag...... I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY! HES CUTE. I'm embarrassed. Just a litttle.. HAHAHA
BUT THE TEAM IM ROOTING FOR IS A.S.I.I.D.!!!!!!! Whoo theM! WHOO THEM! and i like super crew too. :-) They are the bombdizzles.
"I really can't do that guys"
YOU PUSSY. SUCK IT UP AND BE A MAN BITCH. Stupid Fanny Pak guy. They werent as good as the other 2 dances. It was ok. But NOT AS GOOD. But good. Pretty cool. I d k. But I think that blonde girl is pretty hot. SHES HOT. Not pretty hot.
SHANE SPARKS, YOU PERVERT. YOU ALWAYS LIKE IT WHEN THEY GET "ALL SEXY UP FOR YOU". You stupid horn dog. Go get a girlfriend.
whoa... Supreme Soul was cool........ It was sooo smooth! I LIKED IT AND SHIT. it was neat and precise and smooooth!! I LIKED IT!!!!
I apologize for blogging about ABDC. But oh well!!!!
I hate Xtreme Dance Force. You girly fucks. WHO THE HELL GETS FACIALS AND DO THEIR HAIR FOR A DANCE SHOW?!?!?!? AND THEYRE GUYS! Looking good wont effect you. You're all ugly anyway. Especially that guy with the hair. Oh gosh.
LUVS ASIID
PEASE OUT
Clip of the month
Okay... so i forgot last month. NO ONE NOTICED ANYWAY! GOSH
DUDE. WHAT. THE. FUCK.
AMERICAS BEST DANCE CREW STARTED 15 MINUTES AGO AND I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE.
WHAT THE FUCK!!?!??!?!?!??!??!
shit...
Ohh... stop cussing. stop.
DUDE. WHAT. THE. FUCK.
AMERICAS BEST DANCE CREW STARTED 15 MINUTES AGO AND I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE.
WHAT THE FUCK!!?!??!?!?!??!??!
shit...
Ohh... stop cussing. stop.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
the fizzle..........
I think that music video is the most AWKWARD shit ever. Especially the close up when she "oOOooOoOOoOo"'s.....
I know that that song is about Nick Jonas. I just know it. I guess their relationship was pretty damn serious. It seems serious. Lucky her. NIck is sooo cute.
But still.... that was so awkward. But its really fun to sing along with!!!!!!!!!
Plus +1
Minus -4
lady irish!!!
GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!
I took my braces off! Yes, time to look more mature...! And no more hassle! Wooooooooooo! And my smiles WILL ACTUALLY BE SMILES! Man, i'm so glad they're off.. No more anticipation. ANd i took it off on the first day of July! AHHAHAHHAHAHAHA! Was supposed to wait a little longer into the month. BUT WHY? My teeth were all ready straight. But i still think I have an overbite. I mean, it's not PERFECT. AND MY MOM PAID $2,000. But i get free bleach. Whoo whoo.
On the other hand, we had a varsity game against KENNEDY HS TODAY. Seriously... what. the. fuck. That game was supposed to be the biggest game of Summer Polo. BUT NO! It was today! So i guess Savannah is going to be the last game. Let's just hope their varsity isnt good... So far, we've lost every varsity game and ALMOST every JV. We won ONE jv game. Against La Habra. I did a lot of steals that day. Made myself proud. Doody says I need to work on my passing. I think i have a strong enough arm. BUT I CANNOT AIM FOR SHIT. I CANT AIM! ITS SO SAD. And plus, I was rushed AND under pressure. DUde, we need practice on passing under pressure. SERIOUS. I hope the next game, I get to shoot. I want to show Doody thar I CAN PLAY! I CAN PLAY! Just around him, i cant. I play so bad when hes there. I played better last year. But i know i can improve. I want to sooooo bad!!! IM NOT STARTER! And he puts SARAH AND NIKKI before me. WHAT THE FIZZLE. Seriously!!!!! How am i worse than them!??!? I like starting better. Whne i start, I somehow play wayyyyy better than when im on the benches. Idk, maybe that adrenaline right before the game-- when Erika sprints for the ball and then I swim my heart out down.
BUT, today I was complimented on my defense. I was guarding set. I LOVE GUARDING SET! THEY NEVER GET THE BALL! HEHHEHEHHEHEH!!!!!! Its so fun..... I'm a way better defense player than offense. But I CANNOT PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -_____- I'm starting to love water polo sooo much now. WOW, I cant even begin to say. I reallllly like it now. LIKE REALLY! Even though I'm not as good as I want to be...
SO ONE DAY! i told tina to add this one guy that I found on Tammy's crush's myspace, Luis. As I was browsing around his friends list, I stumbled upon this guy named MIKEY! ANd BOY, is he CUTE! I LOVE HIM! hes exactly my type. Hes soooooooo cute. AND HE PLAYS THE DRUMS! HES IN A BAND! Hands down, biggest TURNON EVERRRRRR!
http://a477.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/89/l_2f1455363d6e13ef1a292f6188f2b3d4.jpg
UGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! SO WONDERFUL.
I'm going to stalk him now... IM going to ADD HIM
I took my braces off! Yes, time to look more mature...! And no more hassle! Wooooooooooo! And my smiles WILL ACTUALLY BE SMILES! Man, i'm so glad they're off.. No more anticipation. ANd i took it off on the first day of July! AHHAHAHHAHAHAHA! Was supposed to wait a little longer into the month. BUT WHY? My teeth were all ready straight. But i still think I have an overbite. I mean, it's not PERFECT. AND MY MOM PAID $2,000. But i get free bleach. Whoo whoo.
On the other hand, we had a varsity game against KENNEDY HS TODAY. Seriously... what. the. fuck. That game was supposed to be the biggest game of Summer Polo. BUT NO! It was today! So i guess Savannah is going to be the last game. Let's just hope their varsity isnt good... So far, we've lost every varsity game and ALMOST every JV. We won ONE jv game. Against La Habra. I did a lot of steals that day. Made myself proud. Doody says I need to work on my passing. I think i have a strong enough arm. BUT I CANNOT AIM FOR SHIT. I CANT AIM! ITS SO SAD. And plus, I was rushed AND under pressure. DUde, we need practice on passing under pressure. SERIOUS. I hope the next game, I get to shoot. I want to show Doody thar I CAN PLAY! I CAN PLAY! Just around him, i cant. I play so bad when hes there. I played better last year. But i know i can improve. I want to sooooo bad!!! IM NOT STARTER! And he puts SARAH AND NIKKI before me. WHAT THE FIZZLE. Seriously!!!!! How am i worse than them!??!? I like starting better. Whne i start, I somehow play wayyyyy better than when im on the benches. Idk, maybe that adrenaline right before the game-- when Erika sprints for the ball and then I swim my heart out down.
BUT, today I was complimented on my defense. I was guarding set. I LOVE GUARDING SET! THEY NEVER GET THE BALL! HEHHEHEHHEHEH!!!!!! Its so fun..... I'm a way better defense player than offense. But I CANNOT PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -_____- I'm starting to love water polo sooo much now. WOW, I cant even begin to say. I reallllly like it now. LIKE REALLY! Even though I'm not as good as I want to be...
SO ONE DAY! i told tina to add this one guy that I found on Tammy's crush's myspace, Luis. As I was browsing around his friends list, I stumbled upon this guy named MIKEY! ANd BOY, is he CUTE! I LOVE HIM! hes exactly my type. Hes soooooooo cute. AND HE PLAYS THE DRUMS! HES IN A BAND! Hands down, biggest TURNON EVERRRRRR!
http://a477.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/89/l_2f1455363d6e13ef1a292f6188f2b3d4.jpg
UGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! SO WONDERFUL.
I'm going to stalk him now... IM going to ADD HIM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
was gonna
I was supposed to blog yesterday... but i forgot. I was supposed to blog the other day too.. but i forgot. so ill do it now. Make it simple and sweet. I was supposed to go to Jelly's Quincenera today!!! But i didnt. Cause my dad didnt want me to go. He was yelling at me. I think he's just jealous that I go out more than he does. Sounds stupid. But its true.
So i went to the beach today instead. I had a really good time though, except that fact that i had a HUGE BLACK HOLE on my back. Damn suit..... Anyways! i saw sooo many white, cute, hot guys there!! =( I wish I dressed up more. While in the water surfing, I was just floating around cause i got really tired. and there it was!!! RIPTIDE. We were alllll caught in it. But i didnt really care cause I know how to get back to shore! But meanwhile, the lifeguard was swimming over.
I was screaming, "NO!!!! I dont need any help! I CAN SWIM. I CAN SWIM. NO HELP! NOOOO." Then he came to "my rescue" anyway.
Then he was like, "What you guys don't know is that you guys are caught in a riptide."
UM, HELLO!!!! I KNEW THAT A LONG ASS TIME AGO!!! IT WAS A RIPTIDE 30 DAMN MINUTES AGO! AND YOU TELL US NOW!?!? Faggot. After Ken and I got back to shore, we went back into water. Into the deep. And guess what?? I saw that damn lifeguard again. But i guess he knew that we can save ourselves and we knew what we're doing, so he swam towards that mexican dude that didn't have a board or any flotation device.
And he was like, "i dont need it. its cool."
ANd the lifeguard being the total ass he was, "GRAB THIS....GRAB THIS NOW."
And the mexican did as he was told. He was then pulled to shore, like me.. -____- But that cool... i guess. Damn lifeguard. The beach was really crowded though. AND I met 3 gay guys! :D One gay dude was a producer! He helped produce the movie Ironman! Pretty sick. And yeah... after, I ate spicy chicken bbq and some hawt dawgs!! yayyy.. Then me and Ken play Velcrow Ball thing. And OH! Some girls walked passed us and Ken was trying to be all cool and throw hard. BUT HE AIMED AT A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PLACE AND I FELL DOWN LAUGHING! HAHAHHAHAHA. WHAT A DUMBASS. OMFG. Highlight of my day. I went in the water with my bikini. And its much more comfertable than with a tank top or anything. I was trying to tan out my back....
After my mama came and paid $10 for parking!! She sat there for a good 15 minutes and left.. Such a waste of money! I felt so bad. Then we went to watch Get Smart and that movie is funny! I liked it! SO FUNNY! JEEEEZ. And my day ends here. Watching The Kardashians and blogging shit up. Im so dark now! AND OMG I SAW THAT HSM3 POSTER BOARD! AAG!G!HGAHGAHGQHGH!GAG! WHen i saw ZAC'S FACE, my heart just melted. Literally. OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. IM SO EXCITED! I CANNOT WAIT!! I CANNOT WAIT! And Camp Rock wasnt as good as HSM or HSM2!!!! YESSSS... and didnt have high ratings! YESSSSSSSSSSS. WOOT. my plan worked. I rule.
But you know... that Music Video: Burnin' Up by Jonas Brothers... Damn. HOT-TEAS. Especially Nick. LOVE YOU BABY
AND WHAT THE?!?!??!?! SELENA GOMEZ???????? Are they dating?? Are they seeing eachother?? SHE TOTALLY REPLACED MILEY CYRUS!! HHAHAHA. Damn bitch! Theyre the same age as me!!! =( I wish I knew them. But i got to say.. Shes a cute one. I'd tap that... if i was a guy. And this song is probably the best song they have so far. I really like it. REALLY REALLY LIKE IT. NICK LOOKS SO DAMN CUTE! I FUCKING LOVE YOU! MARRY ME. Actually. Zac can do that. You can be my eye-candy. TEHEHEH! PLAYA PLAYA.
So i went to the beach today instead. I had a really good time though, except that fact that i had a HUGE BLACK HOLE on my back. Damn suit..... Anyways! i saw sooo many white, cute, hot guys there!! =( I wish I dressed up more. While in the water surfing, I was just floating around cause i got really tired. and there it was!!! RIPTIDE. We were alllll caught in it. But i didnt really care cause I know how to get back to shore! But meanwhile, the lifeguard was swimming over.
I was screaming, "NO!!!! I dont need any help! I CAN SWIM. I CAN SWIM. NO HELP! NOOOO." Then he came to "my rescue" anyway.
Then he was like, "What you guys don't know is that you guys are caught in a riptide."
UM, HELLO!!!! I KNEW THAT A LONG ASS TIME AGO!!! IT WAS A RIPTIDE 30 DAMN MINUTES AGO! AND YOU TELL US NOW!?!? Faggot. After Ken and I got back to shore, we went back into water. Into the deep. And guess what?? I saw that damn lifeguard again. But i guess he knew that we can save ourselves and we knew what we're doing, so he swam towards that mexican dude that didn't have a board or any flotation device.
And he was like, "i dont need it. its cool."
ANd the lifeguard being the total ass he was, "GRAB THIS....GRAB THIS NOW."
And the mexican did as he was told. He was then pulled to shore, like me.. -____- But that cool... i guess. Damn lifeguard. The beach was really crowded though. AND I met 3 gay guys! :D One gay dude was a producer! He helped produce the movie Ironman! Pretty sick. And yeah... after, I ate spicy chicken bbq and some hawt dawgs!! yayyy.. Then me and Ken play Velcrow Ball thing. And OH! Some girls walked passed us and Ken was trying to be all cool and throw hard. BUT HE AIMED AT A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PLACE AND I FELL DOWN LAUGHING! HAHAHHAHAHA. WHAT A DUMBASS. OMFG. Highlight of my day. I went in the water with my bikini. And its much more comfertable than with a tank top or anything. I was trying to tan out my back....
After my mama came and paid $10 for parking!! She sat there for a good 15 minutes and left.. Such a waste of money! I felt so bad. Then we went to watch Get Smart and that movie is funny! I liked it! SO FUNNY! JEEEEZ. And my day ends here. Watching The Kardashians and blogging shit up. Im so dark now! AND OMG I SAW THAT HSM3 POSTER BOARD! AAG!G!HGAHGAHGQHGH!GAG! WHen i saw ZAC'S FACE, my heart just melted. Literally. OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. IM SO EXCITED! I CANNOT WAIT!! I CANNOT WAIT! And Camp Rock wasnt as good as HSM or HSM2!!!! YESSSS... and didnt have high ratings! YESSSSSSSSSSS. WOOT. my plan worked. I rule.
But you know... that Music Video: Burnin' Up by Jonas Brothers... Damn. HOT-TEAS. Especially Nick. LOVE YOU BABY
AND WHAT THE?!?!??!?! SELENA GOMEZ???????? Are they dating?? Are they seeing eachother?? SHE TOTALLY REPLACED MILEY CYRUS!! HHAHAHA. Damn bitch! Theyre the same age as me!!! =( I wish I knew them. But i got to say.. Shes a cute one. I'd tap that... if i was a guy. And this song is probably the best song they have so far. I really like it. REALLY REALLY LIKE IT. NICK LOOKS SO DAMN CUTE! I FUCKING LOVE YOU! MARRY ME. Actually. Zac can do that. You can be my eye-candy. TEHEHEH! PLAYA PLAYA.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
nothing else
mr rogers is leaving..... i dont know what the fuck i'm going to do. to make matters worse, if he gets the job then he'll leave in two weeks. i cried-- at home. with him leaving, everythings going to change. and i liked the way things were. i dont want him to leave. hes like a father to me. i love him more than i love my dad.
cathy nikki and dalena want to join with fullerton. their our rivals. but i like them. their coach is pretty chill. but we're not oging to be close. its not going to be like family anymore. ITS NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME!
the reason why i loved rugby so much was because of the sport AND the closeness we have with everyone! oh my fucking. this really sucks. im going to miss it so badly. i wont be able to bear the fact that we all are seperating. but at least i spent a good 3 years of rugby with him. nice to know. might as well do it until it ends, right?? rugby is still going to be fun. but its just there. FRIENDS. no family. no bonding. i wont love them the same way i loved the old team. we grew as a team.... family. we went through so much together. we learned from eachother. and what nikki said to us at the banquet.
"Girls,
Our season has finally come to an end and with that said, I want to thank you all for giving me the chance to experience something as great as this. This team started at the very bottom, building up from nothing, and look where we've ended up… victorious. I want to thank you all for showing me what family is outside of family. We've sacrificed so much to be at the top. From the hour long practices, burmas, conditioning, long car rides, and etc… We've shown our dedication to the game. I know I've been somewhat impatient most of the time, but that's because I knew we were the best team out there and when we weren't performing like it, it frustrated me. There was, however, a good outcome to all of the drama…We've broken each other down to rebuild as one… one unit, one force, one family.
Most of you, I haven't really had the chance to become close to, but I know if we were given a little more time, it would've happened. All you girls have such strong personalities… it's amazing how we all click so well. So to conclude, I want to thank you all for the laughs, the memories, and most importantly the friendship.
No matter where our lives take us, you guys will always be a major part of me. You will always have that special place in my heart.
Lastly, I want to thank you guys for believing in me. I love you all."
-Nikki
DITTTO
i found it off cathys BLOGGG. the song "I'm not over" by Carolina Liar really applies to this situation. so perfect! im not over rugby yet! its just beginning to start. i feel that im going to be a very pissy person once this ends. all i have is field hockey and water polo. what the fuck is that going to do? HELP ME? no... its just a team. my passion for rugby is way different. its my main sport. if i could, i would make my life revolve around rugby. its my life. THINGS ARE NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME. no, my LIFE WONT BE THE SAME! this is not normal. i remember, once in the car with only cathy and i, he was saying that he'll never leave the rugby team. and how he cant do that because he cant let go of us. i guess that didnt apply to his dream career. what else would motivate me to play so hard, and with such heart.. without OUR coach being there? i dont want to know what the other girls are thinking. either if they are not at all.. or they are taking it way too hard. like me. this hit me like a freaken nuclear bomb. i cannot tolerate this. i want to find him a job here! HIS DREAM JOB in CALIFORNIA. perfect. but who knows?? there might be an opening. there might not be. chances are, there aren't. Now all of my plans for next year.. is gone. my great great great planS!
This team, this sport has made SUCH a huge impact in my heart. And i am so glad I joined because I'd be so lost without it. I love rugby
this sucks........... so bad.
UNDEFEATED SEASON
Part 1
Part 2
Vs. Santa Monica
Vs. Cantwell
Im gonna watch the videos, cause im a sad sad sad bitch. EHHEHEHE....
cathy nikki and dalena want to join with fullerton. their our rivals. but i like them. their coach is pretty chill. but we're not oging to be close. its not going to be like family anymore. ITS NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME!
the reason why i loved rugby so much was because of the sport AND the closeness we have with everyone! oh my fucking. this really sucks. im going to miss it so badly. i wont be able to bear the fact that we all are seperating. but at least i spent a good 3 years of rugby with him. nice to know. might as well do it until it ends, right?? rugby is still going to be fun. but its just there. FRIENDS. no family. no bonding. i wont love them the same way i loved the old team. we grew as a team.... family. we went through so much together. we learned from eachother. and what nikki said to us at the banquet.
"Girls,
Our season has finally come to an end and with that said, I want to thank you all for giving me the chance to experience something as great as this. This team started at the very bottom, building up from nothing, and look where we've ended up… victorious. I want to thank you all for showing me what family is outside of family. We've sacrificed so much to be at the top. From the hour long practices, burmas, conditioning, long car rides, and etc… We've shown our dedication to the game. I know I've been somewhat impatient most of the time, but that's because I knew we were the best team out there and when we weren't performing like it, it frustrated me. There was, however, a good outcome to all of the drama…We've broken each other down to rebuild as one… one unit, one force, one family.
Most of you, I haven't really had the chance to become close to, but I know if we were given a little more time, it would've happened. All you girls have such strong personalities… it's amazing how we all click so well. So to conclude, I want to thank you all for the laughs, the memories, and most importantly the friendship.
No matter where our lives take us, you guys will always be a major part of me. You will always have that special place in my heart.
Lastly, I want to thank you guys for believing in me. I love you all."
-Nikki
DITTTO
i found it off cathys BLOGGG. the song "I'm not over" by Carolina Liar really applies to this situation. so perfect! im not over rugby yet! its just beginning to start. i feel that im going to be a very pissy person once this ends. all i have is field hockey and water polo. what the fuck is that going to do? HELP ME? no... its just a team. my passion for rugby is way different. its my main sport. if i could, i would make my life revolve around rugby. its my life. THINGS ARE NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME. no, my LIFE WONT BE THE SAME! this is not normal. i remember, once in the car with only cathy and i, he was saying that he'll never leave the rugby team. and how he cant do that because he cant let go of us. i guess that didnt apply to his dream career. what else would motivate me to play so hard, and with such heart.. without OUR coach being there? i dont want to know what the other girls are thinking. either if they are not at all.. or they are taking it way too hard. like me. this hit me like a freaken nuclear bomb. i cannot tolerate this. i want to find him a job here! HIS DREAM JOB in CALIFORNIA. perfect. but who knows?? there might be an opening. there might not be. chances are, there aren't. Now all of my plans for next year.. is gone. my great great great planS!
This team, this sport has made SUCH a huge impact in my heart. And i am so glad I joined because I'd be so lost without it. I love rugby
this sucks........... so bad.
UNDEFEATED SEASON
Part 1
Part 2
Vs. Santa Monica
Vs. Cantwell
Im gonna watch the videos, cause im a sad sad sad bitch. EHHEHEHE....
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